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such a shame that i hate myself because apparently people do love me
          	like lilly, who stop me from swallowing those pills
          	like carter, who held me till i stopped crying
          	like my grandma, who didn't call an ambulance because i didn't want her to, and made sure i didn't try and do it again

park-is-tiny

such a shame that i hate myself because apparently people do love me
          like lilly, who stop me from swallowing those pills
          like carter, who held me till i stopped crying
          like my grandma, who didn't call an ambulance because i didn't want her to, and made sure i didn't try and do it again

park-is-tiny

this message may be offensive 
this is a goodbye note.
          
          to the people i've hurt, 
          im sorry, i'm so fucking sorry
          
          to myself,
          you're a fucking dick 
          
          to my family,
          don't try to miss me, i know you won't
          
          to my friends, 
          i'm sorry
          
          to the world,
          enjoy yourselves, and love yourselves