@AitchNKay keep it the good works ... 

@park_henol were I happy when I studied? Hmm ...  My parents always said that I have follow my heart. Esp my mom, she is amazing lady, she is almost 90 yo right now. 
            She always said that when I have made decision I had to take all the consequences and be responsible with that .. 
            As the youngest, my father ( now 93 yo ) tried to forbid me to join many activities at school back then... He has strict order of being a girl like can't laugh that hard, have to act delicately, speaks softly etc etc, but my mother...noooo you can be as free as you want to be... 
            
            
            And study, I don't think I have big issues, ohh... I remember, my parents allowed me not to continue my education when I didn't feel like it, so... They gave me 6 months break from school and let my big bro taught me at home ... ( I dropped it when there were some friends ripped my books and some class mate kept on saying that I had crush to a boy - actually the girls who had feeling towards that boy but they said it was me...- it was pretty annoying and I don't want to study at that school anymore, so my big bro took me and taught me instead. 
            Frankly, when I stayed with him and his family, I could find many other things to learn, and it was fun.. 
            And when I continued my education on the next semester, I got more confidence, better attitude and of course good grades.. and also the new point of view.. that learning can be fun so I love to learn new things after that... 
            
            Hahahaha sorry rayli, I am blabbering alot to you.   

@RayliYuxi when I studied in my high school.. biology is one of my favorite subject, but I am pretty sucks in math... Soooo I chose language as my next subject in academy. 
            I wanted to be doctor or psychologist, but it was bit hard for me at that time. In literature I could get scholarship... 
            
            Luckily, due to some health issues i had to dropped the scholarship on my post graduate program. 
            
            Do I feel sorry? Do my life full of "what if" things ... 
            
            Hahaha no, maybe at first but later on I realized that everything that happened to me already measured and fit for me. 
            If one day I meet special someone after my 50th birthday that's okay... 
            But of it's not, it's also okay, I am not very religious person but I do believe God already given what we needed in the perfect time ...
            All I have to do right now just to give the best performance in every occasion a head of me. 
            Sometimes it's really hard to be positive, esp when you have bi-polar like me. Meditation and medication help alot. 
            If you have Facebook.. you can add me under henoi noegraha as the name ...
            That's my name ... 

Well...my main subject is biology. And i really loved it. But it's not my favourite subject ...I like arts and I really wanted to study that . But as u know.....In our life we didn't get what we really want , due to some circumstances and situation we have to sacrifice our likes.....which I did because of my parents. As they didn't support me for arts. (>~<)

@TriziaMinseok