parksyasya

I cut deeper than usual,my thoughts is too loud :'(

after my blood drowns in alcohol

cutting is an obssesion,
          cutting is an addiction,
          and cutting is a need now,
          the pain that I caused,
          not by others

a friend of mine just said that cutting is childish,so what should I do when I'm not capable enough to carry all the pain

and I wish I can be like my sisters,pretty and smart,I also wish my mom will be proud of me even just once...

my birthday is today....I wish I was like everybody else,they are all perfect :'(