parryos

This past year has been the hardest of my life.
          	I lost my dear grandmother in December, and on October 7th, 2025, I sadly lost my beloved grandfather.
          	
          	I truly thought I was starting to find my way back to myself, beginning to come to terms with my grandmother’s passing; but now, I feel like I’ve been pulled under by grief all over again.
          	
          	My grandparents were both incredibly strong people who worked hard all their lives. They built a beautiful life from nothing, and I’ve always looked up to them. Sadly, they both lost their battles with cancer. They were fighters until the very end, but I guess cancer won this time.
          	
          	Right now, my heart is broken, and I’m not in the right place to continue writing. I don’t want my pain to seep into my stories, so I’ll be taking some time off to grieve, heal, and find my strength again.
          	
          	Thank you all for your patience, kindness, and understanding.
          	Your support truly means a lot to me.
          	♡

Izzy7574

Sorry for your loss i hope you get better ❤️‍ Sending you all my love and support 
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parryos

@welcometomynarnia Thank you ❤️ yes it's very hard to come to terms with them not being here anymore  but I'm trying to be better and live my life with their memories in my heart ♥️ 
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welcometomynarnia

I am so so incredibly sorry for your loss :( the loss of grandparents is never talked about enough and it is so life altering in every aspect. I really hope that life is kind to you after what you have experienced. I really hope you’re doing okay, if you ever need to talk, reach out to me on Instagram or tt!! I am always willing to be a listening ear, no matter what it is. I’m keeping you in my thoughts<3
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parryos

This past year has been the hardest of my life.
          I lost my dear grandmother in December, and on October 7th, 2025, I sadly lost my beloved grandfather.
          
          I truly thought I was starting to find my way back to myself, beginning to come to terms with my grandmother’s passing; but now, I feel like I’ve been pulled under by grief all over again.
          
          My grandparents were both incredibly strong people who worked hard all their lives. They built a beautiful life from nothing, and I’ve always looked up to them. Sadly, they both lost their battles with cancer. They were fighters until the very end, but I guess cancer won this time.
          
          Right now, my heart is broken, and I’m not in the right place to continue writing. I don’t want my pain to seep into my stories, so I’ll be taking some time off to grieve, heal, and find my strength again.
          
          Thank you all for your patience, kindness, and understanding.
          Your support truly means a lot to me.
          ♡

Izzy7574

Sorry for your loss i hope you get better ❤️‍ Sending you all my love and support 
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parryos

@welcometomynarnia Thank you ❤️ yes it's very hard to come to terms with them not being here anymore  but I'm trying to be better and live my life with their memories in my heart ♥️ 
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welcometomynarnia

I am so so incredibly sorry for your loss :( the loss of grandparents is never talked about enough and it is so life altering in every aspect. I really hope that life is kind to you after what you have experienced. I really hope you’re doing okay, if you ever need to talk, reach out to me on Instagram or tt!! I am always willing to be a listening ear, no matter what it is. I’m keeping you in my thoughts<3
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evt233

Omg I love your POTC fic!!! So talented!!! I hope to see more ❤️

parryos

@evt233 Thank you so much!!!! I will write more! I'm just busy with some personal stuff and work stuff but I will start working on it soon again ❤️ 
            Thank you sooo much for reading and leaving this comment you just made my day! I had a crappy day you just made it better  ❤️
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parryos

I recently joined TikTok to explore BookTok and connect with other writers and readers. This was something I thought would be fun and inspiring. But wow… I didn’t expect it to be such a harsh space.
          
          Yes, I’ve met a few kind and supportive people, but the amount of negativity, judgment, and straight-up rudeness I’ve seen is overwhelming. It’s honestly discouraging.
          
          I’ve never written stories because I wanted to be published. I don’t even call myself an “author” in the traditional sense. I write because it brings me joy. Because it’s my escape. Because I love storytelling and creating characters and building worlds. That should be enough.
          
          But on BookTok, I saw comments tearing people down just because they write on Wattpad or because they write fanfiction, saying those writers “aren’t real writers.” And it just… sucks.
          
          What hurt me most was seeing people judge books solely by their covers. I saw someone say that because a book cover was AI-generated, the story must also be AI-generated. Like… what?! Not everyone can afford professional designers. Not everyone has the skills to make a perfect cover.
          
          I, for example, used AI to help design my book cover but the story? That’s mine. Every word. Every plot twist. Every emotion came from me, from my imagination. It’s mine!!!!
          
          Seeing all this made me feel so unmotivated to keep writing. I started to question if I even belong here.
          
          But then I remembered I write because I love it. I write because it helps me cope, because it brings me peace, because I want to share my characters and my stories with the few people who might enjoy them.
          
          So, to anyone else out there feeling discouraged, You are a writer. Whether you post on Wattpad, write fanfiction, scribble in notebooks, or publish traditionally  your voice matters. Your stories matter. Don’t let the noise take away your spark.
          
          We write because it means something to us. That’s what matters most. 

welcometomynarnia

@parryos of course, I hope you’re doing okay!!
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parryos

@Livte_123ll  Thank you! I really appreciate it! You guys just made my night! I was so discouraged! But now im back in my room and writing the next chapter ❤️
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parryos

@welcometomynarnia You just made my night!! Honestly I was so disappointed and discouraged  Thank you for being so sweet ❤️
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parryos

I find it funny that the fanfic I wrote years ago, that I know is not good, has lots of grammatical and spelling errors and plot holes and I got tired of so I stopped writing, has more fans than the one I actually love and have improved my writing for! And am writing it with my heart and soul! 
          
          Either way love you guys for reading my writing! 
          
          I appreciate you all ❤️ 

parryos

Hi everyone! 
          I made a new book where people can connect with other readers and writers. If you are a writer please feel free to share your books there. I'm excited to connect with you all. 
          Please also share the book so more people can join our meeting room :) 

parryos

Ok I need help! I've read and written so many parts of my Pirates story that now when I go back and read it I can not see the plot holes or the missing parts to the story! I need someone to read it and let me know what I'm missing!!! Is anyone willing to help a fellow writer out? 
          I would really appreciate it!!! 

parryos

To all those who supported my writing and those who are waiting for more chapters. 
          
          I am so very sorry to say that unfortunately I am taking some time off from writing.
          
          Recently I lost my grandmother and mentally I am not really in a place to write more of my stories. 
          I always had a fear of losing her and now that day has come. I feel so lost. It all feels like a nightmare. I feel like she has gone on a short trip and will be back soon but I know I'll never see her again. That thought makes my heart break even more  
          
          I need to calm my mind and try to get back to my life first and then soon when I'm ready again I'll write more.  
          Please don't give up on my stories. I will be back but I just need some time to get back to myself. 
          
          I appreciate your support so much and love you all so much  

parryos

@parryos Thank you so much ❤️ I'm trying to heal and I am doing better but there are days that just feels so very sad! I miss her all the time but I know that's life and that one day I'll see her again 
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EstherYang08

@parryos Sorry to hear that. Please take as much time as you need. Your healing is very crucial.
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