Madison

Madison Crain I love you sooo much. I'm so lucky I get to be your best friend and I'm sorry I didn't get to talk you out of it. If you survive I never want you to try anything like this again. And if you do then talk to me about it before you attempt. If you die then I'm going with you. If you die then R.I.P Madison Kay Crain 

I stopped Stargazing cause it was stupid. Now I'm writing a Luke Hemmings Fanfiction called Cough Syrup and it's better, in my opinion.

I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down

I feel like I'm depressed but I'm not. I just stay up until 6:00 AM sometimes thinking about how I wonder if people would cry if I died. Would they? Am I depressed? Oh God, what if I'm depressed?