Hello, this is Ran.
First of all, I would like to apologize for breaking my promise again. I promised to update the complete story of Incestuous Mistake at Feb 14 but my drafts was deleted by the service error of the app so I was discouraged for my deleted wordcounts, but still, I promised to update as much as possible — which did not come true... until now.
How annoying, right? Ilang beses na ba akong nangako at pinaghintay kayo lagi? It's my responsibility as a writer to complete the story but still, until now wala parin.
Have you experience been feeling lost? I mean, totally. Hindi ko alam. My life is okay. Even if it's ordinary and peaceful — still, I found myself lost. I don't know what triggers me to feel this way but yeah, maybe it's depression, anxiety or what but it's not okay.
And amidst feeling lost, I also lost the pen. I can't write. :")
I couldn't write. For the past weeks, lagi na lang akong nakatunganga sa blankong drafts. Minsan pinipili ko na lang na malunod sa school works para tumakas o kaya naman ay magbasa nang magbasa... hanggang sa lumipas nga ang napakahabang oras at wala paring pagbabago.
What are my plans? I want to take a break pero ayoko rin. Gusto ko talagang magsulat. Gustong gusto ko talagang bumalik.
Secondly, I want to thank you for still waiting patiently. Marami nang umalis at alam kong meron at meron pa lalo na't hindi kayo satisfied sa laging paghihintay. But still, thank you for being a reader. Thank you for being a passerby who once pass on my world and left a small light to my world.
That's all for now. Not sure kelan makakabalik pero ewan Hahaha. Bahala na. Bahala na talaga.
P.S. - pasyensiya na po sa otor niyong ganito lang Haha. I'll appreciate if you leave comments. Thank you!
