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eyeguts
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I hope you don’t find this till another day but hhhhhh you already said like- no and that we could later but I just really needed to call. I’m too embarrassed to say anything because I don’t wanna be annoying but I just have so much anxiety and I know that calling would help me calm down. I am the cry right now and my hands are shaking so much. I’m just fucking worried about everything and I just want comfort. I fully understand that you’re tired though and you don’t wanna, it’s okay of course. I just don’t like feeling anxious like this. It’s been getting to the point where I keep crying. It happened yesterday too. Pretty much it’s been happening for like two weeks but it wasn’t as bad as it’s getting now.
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eyeguts
I understand baby, some things to stay alive for are meeting me, being able to play Minecraft and games you enjoy, being able to talk to me and friends, getting to be yourself soon, finishing school and moving, getting your first job, getting surgery and feeling like yourself, getting to grow up/grow up with me, and just staying alive for yourself and me. So so many people love you and see your worth! I love you so dearly. I know it’s tempting to want to go but you can’t. You can’t do it.
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eyeguts
Of course baby (: if you need anything else, please come to me. I’m proud for coming to me and talking about it.
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eyeguts
D-does my monster torture you? IT SOUNDS LIKE YOURE TALKING ABKJT ME AND JT SCARES ME
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eyeguts
Hey miss girl <3