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so i told my dad about the things that worried the shit out of me, and he said "are you here writing to gain fame? to gain money? or are you here writing for your own happiness? for the sake of you? are you happy writing for yourself or are you here looking for something more than what makes you happy? if you are here for the money, just stop, art is for your own happiness, for the people who love your masterpiece, not for money! i make music for my happiness, because when i strum the guitar i felt happy. so i hope you, my daughter do arts for your own sake of happiness"
dad was right, i write for my own happiness, i hope this is the first bravery step i took will lead me to my dream:) i hope one day i will be able to be more confident on doing something that i love the most, i hope this help me grew✨
i hope we all can grow up together!