patriksya

I remember nasa simbahan ako noon and literally he's just on the other side of the church. I know na nakita nya rin ako kasi kapag tumitingin ako sa side nya, nagiiwas sya ng tingin or maybe hallucination ko lang yon? So after mass, I glanced to his side again and I saw him walking fast. That's when I realized na  we're back to strangers again.

patriksya

I remember nasa simbahan ako noon and literally he's just on the other side of the church. I know na nakita nya rin ako kasi kapag tumitingin ako sa side nya, nagiiwas sya ng tingin or maybe hallucination ko lang yon? So after mass, I glanced to his side again and I saw him walking fast. That's when I realized na  we're back to strangers again.

patriksya

My friends told me that I'm 'tanga' raw sa pag-ibig HAHAHA which is true siguro?? Bakit pa ba ako umaasa na babalik ulit kami sa dati eh ako nga yung nag let go. Pero kasi if hindi ako nag let go pareho lang kaming masasaktan. He told me that "There are times that I have feelings for you, and there are times that I do not love you". Real talk, sobrang speechless ko noong sinabi nya 'yon. Well, sino ba naman ang hindi mas-speechless diba. Sobrang daming pumasok sa isip ko noon, hindi ko ba deserve na mahalin? Sabi ko nga 'I am not enough?', then I realized na siguro nga. Hindi naman siguro sya mapapagod kung mahal talaga nya ako but then I know na may kasalanan din ako. I'm a shy person kasi and that was my first 'MU thingy' so wala akong alam how that works. Maybe hindi ko lang talaga naparamdam sa kanya na love ko sya kaya napagod din sya.