paula-youkai72

It took off just right but the thing is that when I heard the loud smack I couldn't help but burst out laughing at the sound. I didn't even want to but it just came out. Then I gave in to the pressure and threw the pillow, I shouldn't have done that, I could have hurt it, I don't know if I did hurt it. Then I grabbed it and its heart was beating so fast and so hard. It was panicked and I had laughed at it before, I could feel its heart so well that I don't know if I was holding it too tight or if I was hurting it and then I saw it turning his head and it was so small. Barely the size of two sparrows. It turned so slowly and it looked so frightened and then it flew off just right. But I can't sleep and I feel horrible for treating it so badly and for laughing at it. The way it moved its head almost has me in tears every time I remember it and I don't know if I hurt it with my grip and I am just beating myself over it.
          	
          	I just want someone who knows about the matter to tell me if I treated it too badly and if it successfully taking off is a sign that it was okay or if it could be hurt anyway and I just want to stop feeling so upset with myself right now but can't because I don't know if it is safe.

paula-youkai72

It took off just right but the thing is that when I heard the loud smack I couldn't help but burst out laughing at the sound. I didn't even want to but it just came out. Then I gave in to the pressure and threw the pillow, I shouldn't have done that, I could have hurt it, I don't know if I did hurt it. Then I grabbed it and its heart was beating so fast and so hard. It was panicked and I had laughed at it before, I could feel its heart so well that I don't know if I was holding it too tight or if I was hurting it and then I saw it turning his head and it was so small. Barely the size of two sparrows. It turned so slowly and it looked so frightened and then it flew off just right. But I can't sleep and I feel horrible for treating it so badly and for laughing at it. The way it moved its head almost has me in tears every time I remember it and I don't know if I hurt it with my grip and I am just beating myself over it.
          
          I just want someone who knows about the matter to tell me if I treated it too badly and if it successfully taking off is a sign that it was okay or if it could be hurt anyway and I just want to stop feeling so upset with myself right now but can't because I don't know if it is safe.

paula-youkai72

So, a bird flew into the kitchen a few hours ago...  I was the only one in the house who did not fear birds and the other person feared them in a way that they'd probably have killed it.
          
          We closed the kitchen's door and waited a few moments to see if it could find a way out on its own. It didn't. It was smacking itself around the kitchen, judging by the sounds that came through the door. One of them was truly loud, like, it was a few small hits and then SMACK. 
          
          I convinced the other person to hide in one of the bedrooms and opened the kitchen's door. I kept asking them for a towel or something to grab it better, but they were too panicked and wouldn't pass me anything useful. They started to make me anxious and eventually passed me a pillow and yelled at me to throw it at the bird. I was too nervous so I threw it lightly and it trapped one of the bird's wings. At least, it ended under it.
          
          I managed to calm down and went into my room, grabbed my towel and went for the bird. I held it as lightly as I could, it tried to get away and I put a little more pressure into the hold. I got his other wing in and could feel its beating heart like a drum against my hands. All the while it moved its head around slowly and I got a look at its eyes.
          
          The other person came out and started freaking out when they saw me holding it. I told them to open the balcony but they wouldn't so I ordered it in the most imposing voice I could manage. It seemed to do the trick, seeing as they did open it. I got out and released my hold on the bird, putting my hands under it to let it get some sort of grounding.