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On the night of February 13 to 14 I was working on my night shift at the factory, when around 1am I had a bad feeling. I've never been to believe in such things but that night I think I felt the moment when my mother breathed for the last time. At 7 am when I was leaving my place of work I received the call to report that my mother had died during that early morning at 00h50 am. I've never felt so helpless as I had by then. And to me the worse is that my mother was a young person. She only had 60 years. I had to leave the writing of my book to help my father mourn. To be honest I have not made my mourning, I think I still have not accepted my mother's death, but I know that sooner or later I will feel in my heart that this is my reality. Thank you all for understanding my situation. I'll start to update this book as many times as I can during the week. I promise to update once a week and if there is any week I can update more than once I will do it. To all of you who are passing by the same that I or that have someone of family, friends or even acquaintances with a disease as horrible, as bad and as suffering as the Cancer is I send my prays and if any moment you want to talk about that, I'm where for you. I hope you will continue to read my book and recommend it to your friends. Kisses to you all and once again I'm sorry for not explaining myself sooner and thanks for everything.

paulabelazaima30

On the night of February 13 to 14 I was working on my night shift at the factory, when around 1am I had a bad feeling. I've never been to believe in such things but that night I think I felt the moment when my mother breathed for the last time. At 7 am when I was leaving my place of work I received the call to report that my mother had died during that early morning at 00h50 am. I've never felt so helpless as I had by then. And to me the worse is that my mother was a young person. She only had 60 years. I had to leave the writing of my book to help my father mourn. To be honest I have not made my mourning, I think I still have not accepted my mother's death, but I know that sooner or later I will feel in my heart that this is my reality. Thank you all for understanding my situation. I'll start to update this book as many times as I can during the week. I promise to update once a week and if there is any week I can update more than once I will do it. To all of you who are passing by the same that I or that have someone of family, friends or even acquaintances with a disease as horrible, as bad and as suffering as the Cancer is I send my prays and if any moment you want to talk about that, I'm where for you. I hope you will continue to read my book and recommend it to your friends. Kisses to you all and once again I'm sorry for not explaining myself sooner and thanks for everything.

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Hello guys. First I wanted to apologize for never having updated the story. I want to explain what happened. In October of last year my mother began to feel strong pains in the stomach. When I say strong pains, I say that they were horrible pains that reached my mother's stomach making her not be able to have any food in there. My mother was always a person who never liked to go to doctors and even with me to insist that I would take her to the hospital, she did not want to. We made an appointment at the family doctor that took 1 month until my mother had a consultation. She continued to have lots of pains, and everything that she ate the stomach put out. On December 26th and after a lot of tests, it was detected a malignant tumor in my mother's stomach. She was transferred to the oncology in January of this year, where before more tests were done the doctor said she would have to go under a surgery and remove half of her stomach and then she would undergo chemo. My mother still had to do more exams. On February 5, my mother was admitted to the IPO because she had already reached the point where she slept sitting on the couch because the pains were so strong (Even with pain medication) that the pains spread to the chest and she did not could lie down without screaming in pain. After she was hospitalized I talked to the doctor who gave me the worst news in the world. My mother had no cure because the tumor was spread through the liver, kidneys and more. They did some analysis to see if she would take the chemo, but even that was not possible. My mother's immune system was already so weak that on the second day of hospitalization she got a polymumar infection. The only thing to be done by my mother was to give her morphine so she would not feel any pain. It came to the point that my mother was always sleeping and did not even know that we were next to her, maybe she felt but could not say anything, because her to have no pain the dose of morphine had to be elevated.

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But the main OFC Ella Gilbert, I want to do different from Elena. One of the things I did not like about Elena's character is that in my opinion everything was spinning back from her and I do not want it for my character. I want my character to be a stronger person and not want everything to roll back from her. Obviously this will not happen in the opening chapters because Ella Gilbert will still get used to the idea of vampires. So I'm going to delete that story and change things that I do not like. I hope you understand my disclaimer. I want you to know that the title will be the same and the cover image as well. Tomorrow I'm going to publish the first chapters of the new book and I hope you read it. As soon as I publish this story will be deleted. I wish you all a Merry Christmas in the company of your families and friends.