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This is going to be a rant about myself. I just feel the need to write it.
I can’t hold motivation or interest on anything for more than a day or two, week at the most. And I absolutely hate myself for it. I have no idea what is wrong with me, if there even is anything wrong. I should be able to do more work from being in quarantine, but I can’t get myself to do anything. And it fucking sucks, I can’t stand myself. Why do I do this? Why do I hate myself? Everything is just so wrong for me. My grades have failed and I don’t want to write. And it’s gotten to the point we’re I’ve even been hurting myself for it.
I’m going to take a break from writing because of this, Idk when I will return.