hello my name is paytonjade.I play soft ball, im 17, and i also love punk, and rock music . yes i gett bullied everyday but all i think about is suicide,cutting and deppression. people call me emo. i love the youtubers kian lawley, ricky dillion, sam portoroff thats from o2l. from the macgon boys i love nash greir, cameron dallas,mathew espinosa,taylor caniff, and hayes grier ,the groups o2l and macgon saves my llife from trying not to self harm myself,cutting ,suisicide. thanks to o2l and macgon. i luv all yall. if i get up to 100 followers i will stop cutting forever .