I have 5 friends,(and it includes me) there are times I kept being forgotten. There are times I felt betrayed, because I was told to come with them because we needed to find our other friend, who recently joined our gang. I only told one out of the 5 of my friends the feeling I kept getting. Because she went through it as well. I broke down in front of her. I felt like they left me and forgotten about me. Just like all of my past FAKE Friends. They found a new person to hang out with and just left me, completely treating me as if I was just some random stranger. But of course I didn't want to tell them, I didn't want to tell them how I feel. Because as the oldest, it's my duty to make sure that their happy, even if I was never included. Also as the oldest it is my duty to make sure that they don't need to feel stressed and worry about my problems, because as the oldest, I will make sure I will not speak my problems with any of them. I told my cousin, what I felt he told me"just go with the flow and go with them." Yeah, I probably would have done that. But in the end I'll just be forgotten. What's the point of going with the flow when in the end you'll just be forgotten? I like to keep my problems to myself only. I am selfless, I put others before me. Being a depressed teen, and being forgotten just.....it just makes it a THOUSAND times worse. So to all the people that needed someone to talk to feel free to come talk to me.
