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i’m done with this account, it was created during a time of hurting and pain and i believe it reflected a lot in my work. i was around 15 or 16 when i first started writing on this account and obviously it’s not the most refined work. i believe some of the topics i wrote on, i was in over my head and did not have the capacity to write in a way that did not make the pain seem like entertainment. while i would say a lot of these topics have affected my personal life, i was a young naive teenager that had a bleak outlook on life and definitely did not write about these things in a way it should’ve been. 
          
          but even though i was going through so much pain at this time, seeing all of you love my writing and interact with the stories made me so happy and truly got me through the darkest points of my life.  i’ve had this account since i was 12 and it’s hard for me to say bye but im saying bye to a rough time in my life. But I would like to let you all know it does get better and there is hope. Healing is a long journey but it’s a journey that’s worth it.  thank you for all the kindness you have shown me, thank you for all the memories. 
          
          so one last time, 
          
          Love Lex! <3

I’m leaving with no intention of really ever coming back to this. I will be archiving my works besides “Work In Progress”. Thank you for all the support. If I come back it would probably be in a year or two. I’m just done with writing and done with the show.  Bye everyone. WITH SO MUCH LOVE, LEX!!!!!!

Originally I had planned to go on hiatus but honestly I don’t know if these stories will ever get updated or how long they will be up for. I started this account sophomore year in highschool and have slowly and slowly slipped away from my love of writing and the show. It hasn’t be enjoyable to me for a while. For now I will still keep my works up but I will be on hiatus indefinitely. Who knows maybe one day I’ll come back and finish my works but it’s just not in the cards for me currently. 
          
          Thank you to everyone who read and commented on my works or even those who continue to. You made highschool more bearable for an annoying fan girl like me. I genuinely thank you for all the love you gave me.
          
          With Love, Alexandria signing off 

I absolutely do not know why it says DEATH was completed, for the record it’s not. It hasn’t even evolved yet. 

Rereading my old works and cringing, lmfao I will fix it at some point, promise.

With that being said, I have not forgotten about writing. I genuinely haven’t been inspired as of recently and am just hitting a huge writers block. I am taking a small hiatus from writing and will probably come back in late April or Early May, or even before then who knows. I will try and have weekly updates for my books in the summer but as of now i’m taking a break. I still see comments and votes and do appreciate it more than you know. Until next time :)

Hello all, I archived Northpass due to the subject matter at hand. I was young when I had first began writing it, and did not understand the severity of what I was writing. I do not feel that I am capable to convey this subject in a proper way. It was a really hard decision I’ve been going back and forth with for a year, and if I ever do feel that I convey the theme better I will unarchive and rewrite.  I apologize as I know some of you have been waiting for an update. Morally, it didn’t feel right to me to keep it up. I wrote this book for almost three years now and feel it’s only right to let you know how it would’ve ended.
          Meredith’s surgery would’ve gone well and she would’ve forgave Amelia. There was going to be a time jump to where Meredith and Derek get married and adopt Zola as well. I had these end chapters written but it’s not worth it for me to release them.  I hope you can all forgive me and understand where I am coming from. I never want to overstep my boundaries as a writer and I never want to trigger people or convey something in a distasteful way. 
          
          With love and care, Alex <3

New Chapter of DEATH out! 

The problem with having writers block is I have to reread shit I wrote three years ago and cringe so deeply. Just such a bad writers ick.

i swear i’m not abandoning my books… horrible horrible writers block >:(