Hello, long time no see. I cannot apologise enough for my absence, especially for as long as I have been gone. I've been struggling so bad with life, I'm constantly stressed out, day and night. its effected my personal relationships and my sleep and its just been so much to deal with, so i haven't written anything in a long time. I'm not going to come on here and yet again say 'hey guys so sorry I'll upload soon don't worry !' because if I'm being honest idk when I WILL write and i don't want to potentially disappoint anyone again. I'm getting better but I'm not going to keep promising to be consistent when I know its not going to stick. I will try to upload soon though, just can't say for sure when. I hope you guys can try to understand. thank you for being patient with me <3 x