Peache

What if I start posting my fics for the Suckening. What then. 

Hey pi. Saw Ye's water bottle tweet today and thought of you. I miss you, you fucking freak <3

Seriously no one told me that moving out was genuinely gonna make everything better. It's made a lot of things worse, too, but ultimately, I'm gonna be ok. And I know that yeah people actually did tell me that, but no one was able to explain it in a way I ever would have believed, and I am so fucking brainwashed I probably wouldn't have trusted anyone enough to ever listen. But yeah. If you're younger and waiting or thinking you may just decide to give up, there's no shame in quitting. But there's so much waiting for you if you can just keep giving yourself a chance. You're not living for anyone else, you're doing it for you. Even if you think you don't deserve it, the person you were before you thought that does, and you haven't met the person you could become. You don't know what they're deserving of. What YOU'RE deserving of. Give yourself a chance. I love you.

hey guys :3 God bless my wonderous chungus life

No one, and I mean not one of you, is ready for what I have in my drafts rn. These vampires are doing things to my mortal soul, as well as therapy that's been useful for the first time in my life. Also the Curse. Will not be elaborating. L8r thugs.

Jort storm has begun (anon fics are being posted not anonymously (screaming out into the void essentially (wanting very badly deep down for the void to even whisper back (i crave to express these experiences and emotions to others in a desperate and feeble reach for connection and acknowledgment (hello? This is your mother. Are you coming home? (That's how the void feels rn)))))) (where is my home)

Btw when I say I'm manic I mean like I am experiencing what is either a manic or hypomanic episode. The bpd is going crazy rn. 

hey guys so real talk. been feeling extremely silly lately. the mania (/srs) has been kicking my ass. curb stomping me. making me taste pavement. splitting my skull, so to speak. I have felt like someone stuck a comical stick of dynamite into a cavity that they clawed out by hand in my chest and then wrapped me in rubber bands like a non denominational vbs watermelon and then tossed a lighter down my throat and shook me like a glow stick. I have also been writing like crazy. fiending. on that grind. gooning? maybe. anyways even though I still religiously use Wattpad to write and store my drafts (foolishly) I don't post here, as I'm sure you may have noticed if you're frequent enough of a fan (I jest) to read this. this site is, no matter how cathartic, painful for me to really look at. will not be expounding. use your context clues xoxo <3 I am however considering posting again. Cause why not. I don't care about anything in my life rn so may as well. so you've all been warned :3 prepare for jort storm babey

THE AO3 PEOPLE WERE RIGHT I WAS NOT READY FOR THE BLACK SEA HOLY FUCK

I actually fucking hate when people fake tooth gaps. I don't care if it's just a cosplay man. Take that shit off please