peachipika

The person I thought was my soulmate got married and I didn’t find out till 4:45am almost a year later. 
          	
          	And that’s on getting your hopes up only for them to come crashing back down in your face. 
          	
          	(I found out because the way we “ended” was sudden and unexpected, I didn’t get to say goodbye and I’m pretty sure the way I felt, even the non romantic feelings, were one sided and I was too blind to see that until right now ANYWAYS my hopeful ass wanted to try and reconnect to I looked him up and found his wedding registry....and yes, it was him for 100% sure) 
          	
          	I would like to make it CLEAR WE WEREN’T TOGETHER EVER-EVER BUT I FELT IT IN MY GUT HE WAS MY PERSON....
          	
          	I was a fool. 
          	
          	I am heartbroken. 
          	
          	But as long as he is happy then so am I. 
          	
          	Or I’ll try to be after I’m done crying for a few days. 
          	
          	Moral of the story, don’t be me and get your fragile heart broken over false hope.

peachipika

The person I thought was my soulmate got married and I didn’t find out till 4:45am almost a year later. 
          
          And that’s on getting your hopes up only for them to come crashing back down in your face. 
          
          (I found out because the way we “ended” was sudden and unexpected, I didn’t get to say goodbye and I’m pretty sure the way I felt, even the non romantic feelings, were one sided and I was too blind to see that until right now ANYWAYS my hopeful ass wanted to try and reconnect to I looked him up and found his wedding registry....and yes, it was him for 100% sure) 
          
          I would like to make it CLEAR WE WEREN’T TOGETHER EVER-EVER BUT I FELT IT IN MY GUT HE WAS MY PERSON....
          
          I was a fool. 
          
          I am heartbroken. 
          
          But as long as he is happy then so am I. 
          
          Or I’ll try to be after I’m done crying for a few days. 
          
          Moral of the story, don’t be me and get your fragile heart broken over false hope.

peachipika

Welcome to the Party! I'm your host Pika! 
          
          If you came from my old/backup account then you know me by my real name. You can still call me my real name! I just thought I would bring back a nickname from my childhood! 
          
          I'm 18 currently (Birthday is in April and it's June 2020)! 
          
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