peachsmoothie

New story ! Not a chapter, just an intro ^^ https://www.wattpad.com/story/110146226

peachsmoothie

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I'm sorry. But. If this is what life has to give me. Then. I don't want it. I can't live like this. I refuse to. I have a friend. That. I trust. They once told me that I need to admire the forest. But it's hard. When there is so many bad things about it. And when you have parents or guardians that you once trusted. Treat you like shit. That trust fades. It fades enough to where. Just like the trust faded. You want your life to copy it. And it's hard. It's hard when you admit to them. To admit that you don't have that trust anymore. To admit that you don't trust them enough to talk. It's hard to admit anything to the ones you no longer trust. But it's even harder to be happy. I where this fake smile. Every single day. And the ones that make you smile always leave. Or the smile isn't for the reason that it should be. Okay. They told a joke. Okay they started laughing. But. It isn't sympathetic. And it's hard when. You have a close friend. That leaves you. They leave. And the only way to relieve any pain. Is. To conflict it to yourself. Every time I do. I'm not guilty. When I see the blood. I imagine that the blood is the torture. And it's leaving. It's draining. Course I need help. But I don't. I don't want it. I know I need it. But. I don't. I want to die. I want to cry. I want to leave. But. I can't. But one day. I will. I need someone to talk to. Someone like me. Someone who has gotten help. Someone that knows my life that can help me. I don't need an expert to tell me. They aren't like me. They haven't lived like me... And. Nothing. But everything. Is in the way.

peachsmoothie

Dear followers, 
          
          I have deleted a story that MOST of you read. I came to realize that I don't want to be known for writing that kind of stuff. If you don't like the fact I did that then unfollow because I don't want to hear any of the crap. I am hoping that most of you guys will understand that what I did was VERY reasonable. I DO have another story 'To The Moon' which has Larry. If you WANT to than go ahead and check it out. If you don't want to check it out. I TOTALLY understand. Please forgive me for deleting the story. But please remember it isn't any of your choices on what I do. 
          
          Sincerely, 
           
          Lee

peachsmoothie

Hi guys!, first I want to say I'm sorry to um... I forgot your name but you requested a smut! I am writing it but it is taking me some time bc I well I've been awfully busy so yeah. second thing, I'm thinking about doing a Q&A story and I'm writing a story that I'm not publishing yet wih my dearest friend Jude!