delilah

haven't been online in a hot minute , came back because i was thinking about 2 people i had met when i first joined 2 years ago

i adore you, delilah.

hiya

I'm someone who gets too emotionally invested in roleplay , shit for real be affecting me ooa . so don't play with my feelings cause let me tell you something you play with my rp feelings you play with my ooa feelings .

this app is so worthless when you don't find people who are good at rp.

warning:: emotional rant below

really in my feels right now . realizing how lonely my fucking life is . realizing that im the problem get i always blame it on other people . like fuck , i just i don't even know right now . ive pushed everyone that i had away at some point in my life . i just all of a sudden feel really really broken . you can say you understand but honestly you don't , you think you do because you have gone through similar things but honestly , im so done . like i really don't know . all of a sudden all of this is hitting me and i just don't know how to feel or what to say . my mind's everywhere right now . i don't know what i want anymore . my mind's getting the best of me right now . this literally is coming out of no where . yet i know after posting this people will text me because they want to comfort me but i will only push them away and deny the comfort yet the only thing i want is comfort . i just want to be loved . though i really believe it when people say , you have to love yourself before you can truly begin to accept the love you receive . i just i don't know anymore .