peachyshyness

i made fanart for eis it's in my artbook on my profile!!

THANK YOU FOR 30K ON TPBU
          
          IM SO GRATEFUL 
          Y'all made me so happy, I truly needed this at such a hard time
          Thank you thank you TY
          Maybe when I'm feeling better I'll do smth for it:>

I just got diagnosed with depression idk how to feel about this uhh 
          /Not a vent

At the child protection services meeting office. My mom hasn't arrived yet, wish me luck.

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I know I haven't been updating my fics lately, and I did say it was because of writersblock.
          Something I haven't been telling y'all is that my family is abusive. Not physically, but mentally, psychologically, religiously, etc. My mom is all sorts of overprotective and my sister is a narcissist who has control over me as my "second parent" so you can imagine how much I had to go through, carrying their expectations, hiding secrets from them and no longer believing in God.
          On Friday during my last class, they found out I self harmed and told me they'd have a "serious talk" with me after school. I don't handle fear of this kind well; my stomach and chest starts hurting and my head starts getting dizzy. My teacher noticed this and lied to my class, saying she'd have a talk with me about grades (idk the translation but it's a thing teachers do with every student in the last few classes) but instead she asked me what was wrong. I bursy out and told her about my sh and family abuse and that I was afraid to go home. She helped me, told the other teacher who was in another class next to us so that they could distract my class and she took me to the principal and counselor. A lot of things happened but for short, my teacher gave me ice cream and they called child protection services with me (cause they'd be fired if they didn't)
          We'll have a meeting with them and my family on Tuesday. When I went home, my mom and sister forced me to delete TikTok and Discord; the two apps I'm most active (and probs addicted to). My phone is my only sort of escape during a draining day with them, so it's been a really hard time for me.
          Best case scenario (the most likely to happen), they take me into a foster home and I never see my family again:3 
          I'm not religious anymore, but if you are, pray for me. I've been living in constant fear for what will happen. Again, thank you for all your support and for reading my fanfics. See y'all<3

thoughts on the new episode?:3

It would be really hypocritical of me to kill myself while one of my fics is about suicide wouldn't it

I'm such a loser kmskmskms 

What’s the link to the dc server?