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What I am going to say is very important and personal and I don't know what happened to me to happen to anyone else ever, I was in an mentally and emotionally abusive relationship with a person who I thought and believed loved me but he didn't, he would cheat on me and talk behind my back and make me cry and threaten me with leaving the relationship unless I said what was going on with me and I would cry and cry, begging him to stop and of course he wouldn't stop and would just laugh about it at times and I believed for so long that it was my fault and that I deserved it but I didn't deserve it or deserved to be hurt and mentally and emotionally and feel worthless, the day we officially broke up with each other, I couldn't even date another guy or even feel comfortable near one without feeling like a love sick puppy and I won't say his name for personal reasons but I am sharing this with you all so you can not go through what I did, no one deserves it nor do you all deserve to be cheated on or hurt mentally or emotionally or physically, I am trying to not cry but the memories are painful to remember.
          I love you all, this is my last announcement for now.

We love monsoon season :D 
          
          Ive gotten four dust storm warnings in the last two days. And the air looks yellow. AND theres thunder and lightning with rain. 
          
          But anyways hru? 

I hope everyone has been staying hydrated and staying in shade due to how hot it is outside and most importantly, I hope everyone has been doing good or at least doing well and remember your mental health does matter and so does your feelings and emotions, don't be afraid to speak up for yourselves and don't forget to eat too

M.L.O. a secretive cult-like organization that has been around further than the first documented cult in history, they were first discovered in (redacted) during the birth of christ and documented files show they adopted the symbol of something that has not been identified nor is recognized by history,  their exact purpose is still unknown and it is strongly believed that they are in higher ranks and power in the governments and they have shown no signs of terrorism nor genocides, their actions are not well documented with no photos of them but clothing and animals skulls were found one day in the woods near (redacted) by (redacted)
          Clothing resembles SS uniforms and wehrmacht uniforms but with animal skulls and what appeared to be animal teeth none that seem to be documented, further research has brought up nothing new, I fear that anymore research on this may cause something to happen, it is recommended to stay away from this document and further research should be shit down by today.
          
          6/13/70
          Haus neu berlin FIB 
          Agent (redacted)
          Considered M.I.A.
          Continue research on M.L.O.

TY FOR THE FOLLOW!1!1

@Silverrose126 yeah everything is good 

I just got jumpscared. 

If you know a suicidal person share this with them, please:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/413519547-to-my-fellow-suicidal-folks

@Silverrose126 I have been doing well and you?

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