At some point, i started wondering "what did i do wrong in my past life to deserve this?"
          	Well... with time i kinda accepted i did something really wrong, to the point the thought became "who was the queen i killed?" 
          	Recently evolved to "how many queens did i kill?"
          	
          	...
          	as for now i wonder as well "how many goods have i infuriated...?" because there can't be a single good thing...