Panda Queen👑

HEY I CAN FINALLY UPDATE MY PFP NOW PECK YEAH

I have risen from my grave and I am deeply emotionally deprived of fluff and love. Ello children

I shouldn't be the one to hug my inner child because no matter how hard I try to separate my Mom Friend personality and my Childlike Behavior, they root from the same thing. And both are very aware I'm not good at this. I shouldn't be the one to comfort myself because if I could have I would have already done it. So I will go on, needing a hug until someone else finds a way to.

Hey all! I have been extra double grounded 2: Electric Boogaloo.
          
          I sang to be tested and refined earlier tonight and God sure did answer. My mom learned about my even more behindness with schoolwork. I was honest about it cuz my mom woulda CHECKED anyway. So I'm really sorry for not saying anything in discord before I deleted the tab, it was past 9pm and I needed to turn in the phone. I love y'all but I will be gone from discord for the foreseeable future (legit this time)
          
          I do think they forgot about my kindle but I won't get my hopes up about that.  Just ignore my bday event I won't be there, I love y'all /p
          
          Please get some sleep tonight, and take care

Happy Easter all! (If you celebrate, if not, happy on sale candy and fun decor and just in general spring!)
          
          I hope y'all have a great day! Also those who know it's bedtime please get some sleep! <33

Hey! 
          
          You!
          
          Yeah, you! 
          
          
          GO TO BED 
          NOW
          
          ^-^ love youuuuuu
          
          *kisses forehead* Sleep tight!
          
          Tomorrow is another chance for them to post!
          
          So speed on to tomorrow, and I'll see you there.
          
          Goodnight lovelies, <3

Warning: Rant incoming
          
          Today was so long, but also so short. I spent all day doing schoolwork. mentally so exhausted by the work and the pressure and the fact that it's all my fault. I was the one to make all this work so backed up. And I made plans today to get extra work done. Wrote it all out. Not a single piece of extra work was accomplished. And it's all my fault. I was distracted by my phone all day. But my phone is my mental and emotional lifeline, I'd crumble without it. So I've got an addiction on my hands, woohoo! another my fault. I go upstairs and I eat dinner and I come back downstairs to do the rest and then I doomscrolled for an hour instead and then it was 8:30 and I needed to put food away and do the dishes and now it's 9 and I didn't tell TSOTI to go to bed like he asked me to, I'm sorryyyyyyy,  And I didn't get that stupid test done. And my mom started watching Guardians of the Galaxy 3 and apparently it opens with Creep and it was NOT REN. Which should be normal but it went me off the edge and I started crying because I was so tired and I didn't get to watch any of the hermits today at all and hearing Creep, that could have been a comfort but just wasn't made me so mad at myself that I didn't get work done quick enough and the dishes was overwhelming because the dirty dishes counter is still full and my mom was frustrated that I was crying and while we were praying she called my crying a pity party and it hurt and I hate that she was right, because it's all my own doing, I overwhelmed myself. My room is a mess and I need to clean it which I hate that I haven't and I have projects that need to get done and I hate that I haven't and I'm crying at night when I know I won't be able to sleep and it's so stupid that I do this to myself in such an unhealthy way. I hate that I'm so lazy and unhealthy, I don't take care of myself and because of me, my mom didn't get to watch amazing race and my brother didn't get to watch in the basement as an escape 1/2

I made one of these as well! I look forward to seeing how badly crafted my quiz was.
          
          https://buddymeter.com/quiz.html?q=KZZueN9
          
          Enjoy suckazzzz

Today I somehow played Bingo for several hours.
          I had 2 thoughts.
          Firstly, the creator of Bingo should be (or should have been) in jail as an accomplice to murder.
          Secondly, my intrusive thoughts aren't nearly as bad as the 14 year old boy who's first response was "I'm going to skin someone alive"
          
          My point beint, if you feel anger towards a silly little luck game, take a break.

*throws confetti at you*
          
          YOU HAVE JUST BEEN ✨️ CONFETTIED ✨️
          
          Send this to ten people to pass on the confetti
          
          (Started by @Soggy_Potato_Skins)