penelope967

he’s cute and christian and lovely (and we both are really really picky eaters so he can’t make fun of me for it) isn’t the world fabulous 

is it casual now (BRO EITHER NEEDS TO MAKE A MOVE OR STOP SNAPPING ME FROM THE SHOWER/SHIRTLESS) 

guess who has pneumonia? 
          
          me. it’s me. i have a performance in 9 days. i hate it here. 

this is fucking humiliating for us as a country. 
          
          the fact that people would choose a felon over a qualified black women is pathetic. 
          
          as a person ive made an effort to remain patriotic, and that is gone. 
          
          i am, for the first time in a while, truly truly ashamed to be an american citizen. 

guys i’m sorry to do this out of the blue, but i think i’m going to unpublish most if not all of my stories. 
          
          i started a lot of them when i was really young, for context i just turned 18 and i think i started writing them when i was 11 or 12. i don’t like the writing in them and they don’t reflect my values as a person. 
          
          i also think it is very obvious with some of them that i poured my heart into them in a bad way. i think i projected a lot, i would sit in my room and write with the intention of memorializing my eating disorder, which isn’t healthy and keeping them up isn’t a responsible choice for my own mental health. i dont want those behaviors immortalized in a story especially because someone could come across them and pick them up. 
          
          now i will say i am not fully deleting them, there is a chance that at some point i will change my mind and put them back up. but as of right now, i am not proud of them, i don’t like the reminders they serve as, and frankly i don’t think they need to exist in any sort of public forum. 
          
          i love you all and i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for the last 6 years and 217,000 reads, which is a number so huge i can’t even comprehend it. may God bring you all so much peace, you are so loved. 

happy Resurrection Day my loves!! He is risen!!! may God bring joy and peace to all of you and your families!!! 

God is SO good!! 

our angel gets to come home today!! thank you all so much for the prayers and love you sent to her 

i’m sorry to keep bothering y’all with this but our sweet girl is still in the hospital and doesn’t seem to be improving much at all, please please please keep her in your prayers 

the same God that made the sunsets and the forests, took time and care when He made you, the most beautiful things on earth were made by the same loving God that made you.