penguinloverss

i'm a sophomore in like around a week... i just need to hang on until summer n then i can finally start writing lots again !!!

i did a speech in honors english about how i learned to stop listening to judgement from others just because a lot of people tend to think of my interests (fanfiction being one of them LMAO) and personality as "odd" and talk badly about me for having them n how i learned that i should just keep being myself no matter what people say about me or think!! n i was initially scared about it, but it turned out that people actually liked it a lot i'm so joyous !!

i deadass got into forsaken cause of a satire "how the forsaken cast would react to your scars" video n two time instantly became my favorite because the person making the video made them compare scar sizes w the watcher n i thought it was comedy gold LMAO n now i'm still in this fandom 11 months later #tuff #aura

idk if you remember me but im back from my 6-8 month hiatus

long azuretime mischaracterization rant oops... anyways i hate when i read smth n two time refers to their cult as a cult like NO THATS NOT HOW CULTS WORK!!!! i usually cut it slack cause i just assume that the person who wrote it is an uneducated child but like </3 please research cults at least a little before portraying a character who is one... and also i hate when two time's overly babied cause YES THEY ARE A GROOMING VICTIM!! AMARAH DID GROOM THEM!! however, them being groomed + regretting killing azure after does not COMPLETELY take away from how bad killing azure was.. also i can't stand it when ppl write them all lovey dovey n even cracking in forsaken lowkey cause like azure is literally described as a hatred incarnate... he missed what he had w two time, but he also hates them because of the spectre's influence!! there is NO way he's forgiving two time in canon for his murder because of the spectre guysss... they are not going to be kissing and making out in the middle of the roundddddd.... also i always notice a strange pattern with two time often being this severely mischaracterized little babbling baby SPECIFICALLY when they're described as afab hmmmmmm.... hmmmm i wonder!!!!! two time is fragile, yes, but they are far from an incompetent child and alsoalso people constantly forget to write their way of speaking like two time canonically speaks in a really "formal" way n such like they would not be saying "azure, won't you forgive me pwease >_< i-i'm so sowwy!!!" (that's overly exaggerated but like still) i also dislike when i see people write out two time saying anything on the lines of "oh my spawn!!" they literally sacrificed their PARTNER their beloved who they refuse to move on from in forsaken for the spawn and are a cultist obviously... they would not DARE to use the spawn's name in vain

looking back n realizing i lowkey got made fun of pretty bad in middle school for liking fanfiction cause so many of my "friends" talked bad about me... if your friends are talking bad about you for your interests, DROP THEM !!! i only had the courage call out one single person unfortunately :( but one is better than none

bro sometimes ill make the terrible mistake of clicking on a freaky fic on this site n itll be so obviously written by someone who should NOT be reading that sort of stuff in the first place... cause why is the "~" being used in every other sentence n there's no prep at ALL

back again after another month of inactivity whoopsie daisies

HRUU !! ITS RAINING RN AND IM SITTING OUTSIDE IDK WHY

I SAW UR AO3 NOTIFS AHSH BUT I LWK FORGOT HOW TO COMMENT THERE