penpandemonium

Hey guys,
          	
          	I've been putting off writing this note for a while now, but here it is.
          	
          	I'm taking a break. From writing. From publishing. From all of it — at least until summer.
          	
          	Things have been a little messy on my end, and honestly, the lack of response to my work hasn't helped. I'm not saying this to guilt anyone into voting or commenting — I really mean that. I just needed to feel like what I was putting out there was reaching someone. And lately, it hasn't felt that way.
          	
          	I haven't written a single word in two weeks. I haven't been publishing the way I used to. And I think that says enough.
          	
          	So I'm postponing Barzakhpur. I'll be unpublishing it for now, but my other works will still be up if you want to read something.
          	
          	I feel guilty leaving you all mid-story and I'm genuinely sorry for that. I didn't want to do this.
          	
          	It's a break. Whether you wait or not — that's completely up to you.
          	
          	Love you all. Take care. 

aneebahussaini

@penpandemonium 
          	  Hiii! I hope you overcome whatever you're facing and get better. You're literally amazing. don't care about anything else. cant wait to have u back but no pressure girl. and also dont care about the people not responding or hating youre amazing, YOUR WORK is amazing like youre writing.
          	  and like someone else said in the comments when you come back your real followers will be waiting!!
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aneebahussaini

Okay Hi Girl!! I'm probably one of your newest readers and I a HOOKED. Your writing style, tone, creativity, ideas, characters, its all AMAZING!! Trust me it is. I love what you've written (i mean from what I've read so far). Anyways I just finished Bayn-Narayan and I wanted to pop in a review: 1000/10. GIRL I AM SCREAMING. IT WAS THE BEST. YOU'RE LITERALLY OFFICIALLY NOW ONE OF MY MOST FAVOURITE AND BEST AUTHORS!!!! LOVED IT!! Sabse pehle mirha!!! phir ali and nimra like omg they were love i cried with them, phir zavian and iman like bruhh his aura and his love omg died for them and then came ruhaan and ghazal like how can they be so good ahhh and how can someone write so goood like girl u killed it amazing i love ghazal and ruhaan. ship them so hard and their romance is PEAK and especially ruhaan's romance like literally TO DIE FOR. he's officially become the same level as Kai Azer for me. You're amazing, you're writing is amazing, you're creativity is amazing, like top notch, and I've literally fallen in love with each and every single one of your characters. Now these books are officially my goto books when i get sad and depressed. ill automatically come to them and be happy again. I dont usually write so much but this time i HAD too. WORTH IT!!

aneebahussaini

@aneebahussaini LUV U TOO!!! AND MOST WELCOME!!
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penpandemonium

@aneebahussaini AWWHHH SWEETIE!! AAHAHBDHSJD TYSMMM!!! MEANS THE WORLD TO MEEHH!!! LOVE YOU SMMM!!! THANK YOUUU ⭐
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aneebahussaini

Oh and i forgot to mention the fact that they're so good that i literally binge read them in a whole night like TOO GOOD!! cant wait to read the rest of your books
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Etherealmoonlight

Hi. I really wanted to read Barzakhpur and couldn't find it. Moreover I am a new reader of yours and was recently reading Qurb-e-Rang and when I reached chapter 20, you had asked for comments and then to dm you. As I am a new reader I haven't commented but I did dm you. I really love your writings. I would love to read further.

penpandemonium

@Etherealmoonlight heyy! Did you receive my DM back? And I'll upload Barzakhpur after my finals! ⭐
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amarah2367

I honestly don't think writers realize how deeply their words can affect someone. There are soo many people who silently wait for updates  reread chapters ,smile at certain lines, and carry fictional moments in their hearts for a long time and your writing is one of those rare ones that leaves that kind of impact.
          
          
          I don't think I'll ever be able to properly explain how much comfort your writing has given me. There were days when my mind felt messy, heavy and exhausting, and somehow your books became one of the few things that made everything feel quiter for a while.
          
          And no matter how much time passes, I'll always appreciate your work and the effort, emotions, and heart you put into it. Your books became a comfort place for me during overwhelming moments, and that's something I'll always.
          
           At this point I'm forcing my friends to read your books too ( because I need them to experience the same emotions I felt while reading them) 
          
          
          Please take care of yourself, I'll always remember you in my Dias
          

amarah2367

That honestly made me emotional too..Your stories comfort people more than you realize meri jaan!! I'm really glad I found your books, and I'll always support your work no matter what.
            The fact that my words could reach the writer who unknowingly healed parts of me...that means more than you think:)
            
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penpandemonium

@amarah2367 AWHH GIRL!! THIS ACTUALLY MADE ME TEAR UP!!! AHHHHH. JAZAKALLAH KHAIR FOR YOUR BEAUTIFUL WORDS!! IM SO HAPPY AND GLAD TO HAVE YOU AS A READER! lysm! ☹️
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An_ju_m_an

The gratitude message is due to mainly 3 reasons. 1st: you deserve it.
          2nd: you made me remember my first stage of reading era. I used to be a complete freak about my books. 
          There was something else in those old days.
          The books didn't used to be only about romance, mature themes and etc etc. 
          
          They used to have humor, good writing setup as well as romance, yearning. 
          
          3rd: A little biased but my most favorite stories used to be Pakistani themed. I love the way the books are portrayed in Pakistan Muslim genres. There's just something completely different. 
          And it has been such a long time since I had a good book of this genre on my hand. 
          
          
          
          Hence THANK YOU SO MUCH for your efforts and dedication for writing these books. 
          
          These are such a sweet treat for readers like me.
          
          
          P.S: As I loved your writing style, I wanted to explore your other books too. Then Allah decided to blessed me more. I got to know there's a whole series of Qurb. 
          And also other more stories. 
          I'm currently writing to you from my heavenly bliss. 
          
          
          Bye and sorry for such a long paragraph.
          But I simply couldn't just stay without appreciating you! 

penpandemonium

@An_ju_m_an AWWHH TYSM SWEETHEART!! I feel so happy! (All my efforts are paying off!). Love you sm ✨
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An_ju_m_an

Salam. 
          
          I couldn't message you on Instagram so came here. 
          
          I wanted to give a big thank you to you for writing Qurb e Rang. 
          
          I had just stumbled upon this book when I was searching for something to read. 
          Something that would spike my interest by the summary.
          
          When I had read the summary, I didn't let my mind start a second thought battle. 
          
          I told myself nope nada we ain't gonna second guess whether we should processed with this one or not. 
          
          Well that how my love for this book started, hehe. 
          
          I gobbled up the book in 2 days. 
          The time spent could be more less if I didn't have the uni to attend. 
          
          When I finished reading first 2 chapters, I immediately voted for the whole book. As I read the books after saving them in the offline library and as embarrassing as it's, I forget to vote for the chapters in the middle of reading. So since this book won my heart within just starting chapters, I did the voting part at first. 
          
          
          [I have written a whole paragraph so I'll continue the remaining parts in another post.
          Sincere apologies.]

penpandemonium

@An_ju_m_an AWWHHH GURLLL THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! this is so sweet of you! Forever grateful! <3
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penpandemonium

Hey guys,
          
          I've been putting off writing this note for a while now, but here it is.
          
          I'm taking a break. From writing. From publishing. From all of it — at least until summer.
          
          Things have been a little messy on my end, and honestly, the lack of response to my work hasn't helped. I'm not saying this to guilt anyone into voting or commenting — I really mean that. I just needed to feel like what I was putting out there was reaching someone. And lately, it hasn't felt that way.
          
          I haven't written a single word in two weeks. I haven't been publishing the way I used to. And I think that says enough.
          
          So I'm postponing Barzakhpur. I'll be unpublishing it for now, but my other works will still be up if you want to read something.
          
          I feel guilty leaving you all mid-story and I'm genuinely sorry for that. I didn't want to do this.
          
          It's a break. Whether you wait or not — that's completely up to you.
          
          Love you all. Take care. 

aneebahussaini

@penpandemonium 
            Hiii! I hope you overcome whatever you're facing and get better. You're literally amazing. don't care about anything else. cant wait to have u back but no pressure girl. and also dont care about the people not responding or hating youre amazing, YOUR WORK is amazing like youre writing.
            and like someone else said in the comments when you come back your real followers will be waiting!!
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Dgm268

My three most favorite stories are,Ahmed and Izels,Wajdaan and Shifaa’s and Kizras and Taimurs. The first two stories made me laugh soooooo much. The last one made me dieeeee from the slow burn,cause damn

Dgm268

The list keeps on growing. Add Hazel and Erksins story to the list
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