Ikr it really is depressing I just haven't gotten the chance, I've been trying to figure out what to do since I planned on putting out some books but never had the courage! And to authors, their books always seem cringy because they've read their stuff a bunch of times but to people who have never read it is totally different to them! Also your description is me; I'm a little ball of depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and I'm Omni. I'm good at acting all hyper and talkative but I'm extremely introverted and usually when I talk a lot is when I'm nervous lol anyway thanks!