♥ mae ♥☁️🍡

unpublished the poetry book, i found it depressing and it brought back a lot of nasty shit when i read it :// 

mfw i read an ouma piss kink book and rantaro fucking pisses in his ass 

i would follow you but you have specifically 69 followers and i honestly don't want to mess that up
          
          oh my gosh miss kesha she fucking dead

hell yeah hamilton 

also uhhhh 
          
          
          i just updated crybaby lmao it’s a bad chapter but ya know
          
          
          hopefully yall are gonna get an actually good chapter at sum point? idk tho skskskks

hey yall, im not sure when ill next update crybaby because i have pretty bad writers block atm,,,, 

hello daveed diggs is too attractive
          
          thanks 4 coming 2 my ted talk  
          
          
          also wait for it is very greatest showman-y and im here for it 
          
          
          
          go and listen to the hamilton soundtrack,,, pls 

merry christmas, guys! i hope you all have a great day and spent time with people you love :-) 
          
          (and, if you dont celebrate christmas, i hope you had a great day regardless!)
          
          im actually writing this on my new laptop! its small and cute and it works really well so far haha. i also got the percy jackson books, which im really really happy about! xoxoxoxoxxoxo

im sad again,,, i feel worthless and disgusting and like im nothing :-(( 
          
          sometimes i just want to give up
          let go of the last bit of hope im grasping onto
          fall into endless nothingness 
          let the pain fade away
          forever
          
          sometimes i want to keep going
          not for me
          but for them.
          my girlfriend, whom i love dearly and will always care for
          my mum, without whom i wouldn’t be here today
          my sister, a friendly face to turn to when times get tough and im feeling particularly lost. 
          
          
          sometimes i don’t know
          sometimes it’s so conflicting i want to curl up in a ball and block it all out
          sometimes i don’t feel so hopeless
          sometimes i actually feel happy
          
          but sometimes i feel myself slipping. 

i feel sad :-( someone talk to me please lmao,,
          
          my instagram is @mrthgrcwltn 
          
          i don’t mind who,, im just lonely and i wanna vent/chat to someone,,,