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Gonna start writing from tomorrow <3 Hope everyone is getting better. Stay safe x

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Today is very very devastating. I was denial—I still am—when I woke up to the news. I want to believe this is just another nightmare, or it’s just the rumours. But it’s not… and it hurts. It hurts to know that Liam is not with us anymore. It hurts because he did not deserve what happened in such a young age. He’s only 31.
          
          I stood by his side until the very end, no matter what people said about him because in the end, he’s human after all. And he was trying to get better. He was trying and trying so hard to fix things. You cannot ever deny that. But people still had to drag him into the drain and made him feel worse and worse about his “past” mistakes and choices.
          
          I couldn’t move when I found out the news. And I can’t stop crying because he was like family to me. I am who I am today because Liam is a part of me. He’s one of the reasons I’m here, because he taught me how to love life. But is it really worth it if it means he’s not here anymore?
          
          However, Hey Angel, wherever you are, I hope you are happy. I hope you find eternal peace. Even if you’re not here, you’ll live forever in our hearts <3