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update
          
          i got my results back from
          my heart monitor & i have
          palpitations & sepsis, which
          i learned can be fatal if left
          untreated. 
          
          i will not be active until i have
          the sepsis out of my body. if
          anyone would like to reach out
          to me at any time during my hiatus
          you can reach me on my discord
          @/xelemi
          
          to keep myself distracted from the
          severity of this diagnosis i will be
          reading your stories and interacting 
          + also making graphics for people.
          but i apologize as i won’t be updating
          any of my stories until i’m better

slight update!
          
          i got an echocardiogram 
          done last friday and i’m
          waiting to hear results.
          i’m currently wearing a
          heart monitor & have 
          been diagnosed with 
          severe POTs. they do
          believe that whatever 
          is wrong with my heart 
          is making my POTs 
          worse than need be.
          
          i will try and come back 
          every now and then when
          i’m feeling decent. 
          
          thank you to everyone who
          reached out to make sure i
          was okay & to those who
          respected my choice of putting 
          my health first 

take your time love <3

i have no idea when i will
          be back, i know i’m leaving
          a lot of people hanging with
          some stories and i apologize.
          
          my health keeps deteriorating 
          with heart episodes every day
          & the hospital not knowing 
          what the problem is. i’m trying 
          everything i can to get my heart
          fixed, because it’s hard.
          
          along with the heart comes 
          chronic nausea, which only
          makes it harder on me. 
          
          if anyone would like to reach
          out at any point during my
          hiatus you can contact me
          through my discord xelemi
          
          

merry christmas eve, i’d say
          merry christmas tomorrow but
          idk if steve is gonna live 

if someone tries to teach you something when you are asking a question, but then continue to diminish what they tried to teach you and you accuse people of being rude, that’s when i know you knew it was wrong from the get go.
          
          au’s don’t give you the free will to strip away someone’s sexuality just because you can “only write straight relationships”. 
          
          what’s even worse is that the said character even told a MAN that she wasn’t interested in him because she only likes women, that’s where you should know not to even cross that boundary.

your theme is soo cute!

i’m still on hiatus until i’m still
          going through a lot health wise
          & life wise. this move was much
          bigger than expected & i am still
          getting used to everything + i am
          figuring things out for myself 

Hey <3 Will you publish the sequel to melted ice ?

i apologize for the inactivity 
          i’ve had my heart messing 
          with me the last couple of
          days & i have an appointment 
          soon to help