okay but why am i literally afraid to have a good instructor? apparently, my instructor/professor/not really sure his title is a really good teacher. like he wants to make sure we learn and stuff. but that scares me so badly bc that means if i suck, it's me, and i can't even say anything about anything else. like it's just me, and that terrifies me.
i don't even complain about profs that often. like i just go with it. i mean i may grumble, like i'm doing now, but i don't usually mean it. it's also not usually about them. but rn, i'm so scared.
not to mention, i have an exam on part two of this course (the spring one is part three) tomorrow, and that is not going to go well. wish me luck, people-who-aren't-going-to read-this-bc-i'm-not-announcing-it. (besides, most of my followers are bots)