okay, i think i need to bite the bullet and discontinue my fic. i know it's not the most fun to hear, but i'll explain why below ;-;
first off - i didn't really plan it out that well. i know how it would've ended, and some points to get there, but i felt like i was just sitting down and writing filler to the point that it was more of a chore.
second - i don't have much passion for it anymore. it's really soft, which is okay, i love that stuff, but reading it back i think it feels a bit mellow - i'd like to write something that has a bit more substance.
third - i just don't think with these factors involved that i could finish it.
i'm really sorry, and i hope you all will still come around to a different story, and i may pick it back up in the future, but it's discontinued for now.
again, i'm sorry.