helen, i know you're busy for store in gas station
you're my friend right? well i was worried about you left here makes me sad
about you i was upset well i know you i need you i like you as a online friend.
*sings sadly* Look at me
I will never pass for a China doll
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see if I learned each rule
That could fool them all
I could never fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Who is that perfect bride?
It's not me
Though I've tried.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
How I pray
That a time will come
I can free myself
From their expectations
On that day
I'll discover someway to be myself
And to make my family proud
They want a docile lamb
No one knows
Who I am
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
hey everyone i feel sad about helen deletes facebook account
then i was worried about her then she's upset about it
i like her and then shes pretty good writer as well
i miss her so much .
*sings in japanese*
kabosoi hi ga kokoro no hashi ni tomoru
itsu no ma ni ka moehirogaru netsujou
watashi no chou fukisoku ni tobimawari
anata no te ni rinpun o tsuketa
karamiau yubi hodoite
kuchibiru kara shita e to
yurusarenai koto naraba
naosara moeagaru no
dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado nai n da to omowasete
kisu o shite nurikaete hoshii
miwaku no toki ni
yoishire oborete itai no
sokubaku shite motto hitsuyou to shite
itoshii nara shuuchaku o misetsukete
"okashii" no ga tamaranaku suki ni naru
ikeru toko made ikeba ii yo
mayoikonda kokoro nara
kantan ni tokete yuku
yasashisa nante kanjiru
hima nado nai kurai ni
kurikaeshita no wa ano yume ja nakute
magire mo nai genjitsu no watashitachi
furete kara modorenai to shiru
sore de ii no dare yori
mo taisetsu na anata
yoake ga kuru to fuan de
naite shimau watashi ni
"daijoubu" to sasayaita
anata mo naite ita no
dakiyosete hoshii tashikamete hoshii
machigai nado nai n da to omowasete
kisu o shite nurikaete hoshii
miwaku no toki ni yoishire oboretai
hikiyosete magunetto no you ni
tatoe itsuka hanarete mo meguriau
furete ite modorenakute ii
sore de ii no dare yori
mo taisetsu na anata
soo it was me ? i did bother Shantelle Cann about i was follow her and comment did she hate me to be drama and bothered about these pics i am a creepy perv as well. :( i was sad about shes block me is reason......i am autism of behaviors about something i am adult woman shes hates to being bothered.