petallsxx

i feel better chapters coming, new opportunities and experiences. just don’t turn them down. take every chance. stop looking at the news and refocus. pay attention to u and not the media and what they want u to be. “speak your truth even if your voice shakes.” nothing is ever that serious. we’re on a floating rock only made up of 'stuff'. maybe we’re not even on a rock, idk. who knows atp but just do u bro. do what feels right and what will benefit u in the future. wtv future that is

idk if anyone will see this but genuinely what is this? what is everything?

i’m beyond confused of this world and what’s the purpose, who set this system up, why, i feel like i’m going into psychosis. i’m to aware of things. i don’t know how to stop or if i even should. why aren’t people showing signs of awareness? what are we even doing? i don’t even know if i want answers. i don’t want to keep on fucking doing this over and over again. i don’t get it. at all. it’s scary, i feel alone and i don’t know what to do. everything’s so weird. what is this? how are we here? why are they poisoning our food? trust isn’t real. everything is set up in ur mind. cycle. money. exchange and retrieve the same shit. they’re killing us to make money. money is so cruel. the concept is stupid. green piece of paper that represents how ur life becomes. i want to go back to when i didn’t know much. i want to feel normal and be able to comprehend and speak. how do i become able? anyway, ill pick up my pencil again tomorrow and act like this is normal right?