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@poisonation how are you 

I have been for too long

Hey, this is that one girl that you talked to a reaaaaallllllyyyyy long time ago. She drifted out of conversation because she was too afraid to be close with anyone at the time. But she wants you to know there's still hope and theres still light at the end of the tunnel and she's telling you to follow it. Ily and I'm always here if you wanna talk she says although she's not sure if she has the right too. But she appreciates you and you should know that. 

Leaving

IM N0T

I'm not emo 

I think they first time I started thinking about death must have been around 2009 and that time I was only ten
          
          My dog had died.shewas lovely I tell you. A massive ray of sunshine. With her gone, I lost track of everything. My feelings, time, my grades,my friends. 
          
          Thoughts about death consumed me.
          
          How could a living breathing being just stop? And forever? That's so wrong that's so disgustingly wrong. After all that we do we're nothing but dust. 
          
          Our memories our labor our love all reduced to nothing. As if it never happened

Our lives together form a world, a civilization. We run a planet. And I think that's so cool. Even if we're doing a shitty job at it.

For life to move at such slow rates