phancy._.janice

Yall I miss Dan

Yo peeps
          (^Never again I promise)
          Anygays should I continue “The Survivors”?
          I have a plan for it but I never really went into detail... I’ll try write a chapter and post it when I can but “It Can’t Be Love” is the story I’m focusing and so “The Survivors” will either be continued or scrapped once I finish “It Can’t Be Love”.
          
          If u read my rambling ty and have a great day :)

https://taptap.app.link/nAnqPIy4YQ
          Yeeeeet I made a texting chat thingy! I’ll make one for phil too, but this is for dan.

Does anyone else have a generally shit life? I mean a step above bullying; having no idea why you’re still alive and how you aren’t suicidal, or you don’t ever think about cutting yourself? Your heart just feels like an emotionless pit of despair and the end of the fucking world is happening, though you live somehow? Your anxiety and depression are back, and you’re trying to hold it in but, come on, you just cry every time you remember it? Everyone’s there, whether you realise it or not. Those ‘cool kids’ you see loitering on the benches or sitting on the grass, gossiping, they’ve all been through something. Your friend who’s always laughing, they’ve dealt with it. Give them a hug, talk to that person who everyone bullies, they’re actually amazing inside, and they can be one of your closest friends. Jealousy gets the best of people. Fuck them. Live your truth. You only live once, so be reckless but choose wisely, and don’t be a dickhead.