phasmxphxbia-

Okay guys, so. I'm not able to continue my stories. I don't know when I will be able to, but until then I am on hiatus. I'm so sorry, I really want to continue writing here.. But I can't. I'm sorry <3

phasmxphxbia-

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I both love and hate Kikuo-P songs-
          I love them because they're great and the variety is just amazing, wonderful music. very catchy. And I'm not even talking about the MV's, they're very well done. seriously, he's got skill.
          but I hate them because they're so dark at the same time with an important message, and its so hard to not dance to them, and if you do, you feel like a horrible person. Or that's just me.
          like, just dancing to "gommene gommene" before realizing what the lyrics were versus after and feeling like a horrible person and crying because its so fucking dark, it made me feel sick
          still a good song, but I'm just saying that when listening to those songs it's very important to keep in mind the meaning and that its a very serious and sensitive topic. As long as the intended message isn't lost, I think its fine. thank you for listening to my Ted talk.

LucidButterflies

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LucidButterflies

Hey!  How is your day?  How is your life in general?  Would you like to talk about anything, anything at all? 
          
          this makes it sound like I normally do this sort of thing, which I don't.  I just thought I should, every once in a while.  Ignore me if you will

LucidButterflies

I know how you feel.  Just stay strong and keep going, things will get better for the both of us.  Come to me any time and I'll respond as quickly as I can
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phasmxphxbia-

@AnEmoKokichiKinnie thank you, i appreciate this. Today hasn't been the best, i'm still scared like lately. I don't really feel the need to talk about anything, but i appreciate the check in. Life just isn't good rn.
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phasmxphxbia-

"I'm gonna take care of things.
          I'm gonna try to sort things out. 
          I'm gonna take care of things, 
          cuz they're not where I want them right now. 
          I know there's good in everything, 
          and it'll show itself when you're gentle to it. 
          I'm gonna take care of things.
          
          where does my mind go, when it gets stupid? 
          ..is there anyone in there?
          where did my friends go, did they get taken..
          ..or had they had enough of going to therapy..?
          sat in a cold room, the corners feel friendly..
          I think they'll take care of me.
          My bothers the circles,
          My sister's quadrilaterals, and they're all,
          so pretty.
          
          I'm gonna take care of things.
          There's things I need to sort out..
          I'm gonna take care of things,
          Because they're not where I need them right now.
          I know there's good in everything,
          And it'll show itself when you're gentle to it.
          
          Gonna take care of things..?"