PhatimahThePhotatoe

RANNNNNNNNTTTTTT :))) 
          
                 okay so I was watching my queen Ellen and I saw that one video of the veteran coming home and followed by another one and 10 videos of veterans coming home (and some not) I realized something: I would never want to fall in love with someone who’s in any branches of the army because I’m too selfish and it’s literally one of my biggest fears. 
                  I would rather have them alive and well than have them risk their lives in battlefields and be selfless heroes and deal with the possibility of never seeing them again. I just can’t imagine how worried and scared all the military spouses and kids feel because they don’t know if their loved ones will come home or if they’ll get a flag instead. 
                 I honestly have so much respect for everyone who knows and loves someone in any branch of the army because that is literally the strongest thing anyone can do. Like I feel like if I fall in love with someone and they go into the military, I would literally worry to death about them and everything because I grew up in a war zone, I know how the odds are they won’t be coming home safely, or the same because I’ve seen shit that changed me and I’m not even 17  but I still can’t imagine what the soldiers have seen. And to imagine someone whom I’m in love with has seen even half those horrifying things just makes me feel desperately and utterly heartbroken because, as stated before, I am selfish. 
                  I am selfish because I only want them to be happy and see beautiful things, and I know war is such an ugly thing that I wouldn’t want anyone to live through. I am selfish because I want to be able to wake up next to them every day. I am selfish because I want to experience beautiful things with them. I am selfish because I want to grow old with them.  
          
          
          RANT OVER :) 

Pokay, but why isn't Harry styles mine yet?

OKAY SO IM FUCKING FRUSTRATED AND MAD AND SAD AND UGHGHGH 
          
          Syria
          
          WHY THE FUCK IS NO ONE NOTICING WHATS HAPPENING THERE!?  LIKE THEY ARE BUT THEYRE NOT!!!  I lived there for 4 years and the place that I used to love is now on ground level.  The people that I loved and lived with are either dead, dying, seriously injured, or in EXTREME DANGER,  and in all cases theyre fighting INCREDIBLY hard for their lives and the lives of people they care about.  People are dying and the world keeps giving it a blind fucking eye.  When France got hit THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD MORNED.  But syrian are dying, and losing their homes, childern and everything.  Theyre trying to find safe places for their families and no one seems to care.  Why?  How?  where is our humanity?  I just don't understand.  Maybe I am being too sensitive and emotionally attached about this,  but I just don't want to live in a world where children are getting brutally murdered and the world chooses to ignore it. 
          
          And you know what frustrates me even more is the fact that I can't do anything about it.  I feel so fucking useless and its just…  I don't know 

RANTTTTT 
          
          Like what the fudge is wrong with our school system? Everyone is different, everyone has a brain of their own, everyone has a passion of their own, and everyone has an interest of their own. For example some students genuinely cannot understand math, and that does NOT matter if they won't pursue a career in math! Maybe they love art, maybe they sing, maybe they write! The fact that they don't understand math does not, and i repeat DOES NOT make them worthless, useless, or stupid! Just like a person who has a passion for math but can't draw! Do you know how many times I've heard my friends say that they're stupid or dumb because they didn't understand something in class? Do you know how many times I've had my friend call me crying because they don't they can pass a test they have the next day? And forcing people who are not into academics to study them because they're "core" is like forcing a fish to walk on land! What about art? Dance? Forget about all that for a second. What about useful things? My friend graduated last year and she has NO IDEA how to pay bills. Or balance a check book. The education system is very repetitive. English, science, math, and history every year. Like we get it. It's time we start learning about useful things for us! Things that we will be useful for us once we're out of high school and not just for trivia night. 

Could ya follow me back please? Heya I'm Leslie!! :3 Fangirl Club

OHMIGOSH YOU GUYS WILL NOT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED!! 
          so i had this one bully sincs the 7th grade and today i pretty much told her to go fudge herself and stop bothering me. 
          her reaction was a bit scary. She looked at me and then raised her hand. I thought she was gonna hit me BUT she just WALKED AWAY! I dont know if i should be happy or worried that she'll say something even worse tomorrow. But for now im happy and i just wanted you share this with you guys. SOOO thats it 

okay. Soooooo i did the WORST THING ANYONE CAN POSSIBLY DO! I looked up "big hero six fan art". and now here i am BALLING MY EYES OUT BECAUSE I REALIZED SOMETHINGS!  now if you are gonna read this, please excuse the longness (its a new word that i invented). 
          
          Baymax is a robot, thus he'll outlive Hiro, and what if Hiro's last words were "im satisfied with my SERVICE"?! 
          
          I also realized that Tadashi is never coming back. Ever. He wont ever help ante Cass in the cafe any more. He wont change his hate to one tnat has the cafe's logo, he wont wear the goofy apron, and he won't make some cute coffee art in peoples mugs. 
          
          Also, Hiro enjoys flying on Baymax's back because it reminds him of riding his brother's scooter, which he wont ever get to ride with his brother ever again. 
          
          Lastly, i realized that when Tadashi said, "I'm not giving up on you. You don't understand this, yet. But people need you." He was talking to the audience. To you and I. For the longest time i never realized that I'm needed. And to be honest it felt good to know this. Because it felt like something clicked inside me. And i realized that all i ever needed was for someone to tell me that I'm needed. That i matter. So thats what i wanna tell all of you, snowflakes. Its important that you all know that. No matter what happens you should know that someone cares. Snd even if you think no one does, i do. I promise you, you do matter. 

Hey, I don't live too far from Seattle, I live in BC canada

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