phillycheesecat

WHHHYYYY

phillycheesecat

Look, I'm sorry that I prefer telling all of you this, because,you know, you're technically supposed to be able to tell our friends things. 
          But if I can't even tell the people I'm willing to listen to and comfort the best I can that I'm depressed, I have attempted suicide a few times, and let a knife barely touch my skin, then what kind of people, (actually PERSON) are you?

phillycheesecat

I really don't know why my irl friends, well, one of them, hate me so much.
          It's not my fault that I don't wanna deal with this alone. 
          I've done that so long that I can't trust, it physically hurts me to feel the emotion of happiness, I've almost cut myself multiple times, I cry myself to sleep constantly, the list goes on. 
          At least on the internet, you can either listen or not and not be hurt as easily. And they've gone through it too.
          And then you know you're not alone