phillyniyah
Sorry… It’s for the plot
phillyniyah
phillyniyah
All of my homework is done for this week, I think I can write a little bit. What do y’all feel like reading?
phillyniyah
Hear me out real quick, I see a lot of y’all saying that it’s been over 70 chapters and Zac still hasn’t grown and that’s not 100 percent correct. Zac has grown, just not in every area yet. He’s grown as a partner. Since being with Fatima, he’s been more attentive, more intentional, and fully faithful, even during six months without sex and while on tour. Some of y’all might say that’s bare minimum, but that matters, especially for someone who’s never been in a real relationship before. Where he’s struggling is healing. Fatima leaving triggered unresolved trauma from his mother leaving which we all know, and he’s spent most of his life using sex and partying to cope. He’s only been in therapy for a month and a half, so when he thinks people aren’t seeing that he’s trying to change, he falls back on what he knows. Trust me soon y’all are going to see some growth and you’re also going to understand why it’s so difficult for him to let Fatima in when he’s making decisions if you hasn’t caught on to it already.
TheeCrazygirl84
That’s why I appreciate you writing him so complex well both characters are definitely not perfect in this story. He has grown but things can trigger you if you don’t get help dealing with it and can revert a person back to bad behaviors he need that therapy to develop some coping mechanisms
TricheBrown
I agree and truly understand. He is definitely a changed Zac he just still have some areas in his life that still need fixing by healing it.
skyepatriceeeeee
He’s changed but he’s also very much a damaged and has not dealt with his deep rooted trauma that he is afraid to address. I kinda feel like him blacking out on ol boy wasn’t even intentional, he’s just so angry and it all came out at one time. He’s gonna get it together though.
phillyniyah
Yo yall are wrong. Lmao, Yall really don’t like that lady or her unborn child.
Co1288
You know we didn’t want this from the jump. That was supposed to be a wrap it up at all times situation. You wanted to stress us with that baby. Let that man be free of her unnecessary drama.
TricheBrown
Friend then don’t need anymore headache with that women. She just been shady since high school. Like @theecrazygirl84 said her intentions are not pure that’s why I dislike her
phillyniyah
Yall are so quick to stop reading a story before anything even happens lol. You don’t even know how the story is going to play out fr.
kandidkonvowithKay
Lord I know I have to trust the process but in the promise, residuals, and sABTL, I want to skip to the good part lord @phillyniyah
Kklj24
I’m still here I just don’t want him to do anything dumb and if he tries to let his D not get hard and he get sick . Let Javon and Skye talk some sense into his big AZZ head
phillyniyah
I got another chapter from another book. Who wants it?
phillyniyah
I might have a chapter for yall tonight. Yall feel like reading?
phillyniyah
Why didn’t yall tell me it’s been almost 2 months since I wrote a SABTL chapter? lol anyway… Yall feel like reading that tonight?
AndreaEason3
@phillyniyah as long as u don't stress us out cuz sometimes zac be stressing us out when he don't listen
AndreaLloyd5
@phillyniyah when are we getting more updates to residuals and sex ain’t better than love
phillyniyah
Bracing myself for today’s chapter. All I’m going to say is before y’all go crazy in the comments. Watch me work.
SJJohnson9
I was cool with him possibly being the father she has dj an outside baby, he love the kid, he hates Devin and she hates jasmine it even if you ask me. She got the man in the end, this is consequences of their back and forth relationship over the years on thing is to move forward and be happy, ignore the outside noise
Angielindsay50
I did not like that the baby was his, but hey, it still was a great Chapter and that Tisha Tosha whoever she is, she needs to be slapped in the mouth
Kklj24
How can you work this bull out ??? You know this is finna be some please fix this before she goes into labor . You owe us