im sorry but, i'm gonna have to leave. i hurt some people by getting out of my mind and getting back with 2 girls that i didnt even still like. how do i put up with this repeative cycle. i dont like this anymore and i want to stay away from them and stop hurting them. one of the reasons i got with them the first time was because i was jealous and didn't like the idea of them being together. i regret my decision dearly. those girls were depressed, one of them cut and the other probably did too. i regret everything and i hope they will not kill their self because of me. i'll see them when i've fixed myself, maybe just get my own body fixed. i wanna be nice to people and i've tried it out, and it feels good. being nice to people. it feels good. being rude feels like emptyness, what was i doing again?
i'm sorry.
May 31, how to train your buddies.
"we need to patch the fourth wall"
funny moment, she responded when i commented that, at the time nobody had responded to my comments and my heart beated out of my chest, i was so happy that someone had said something, and I had an actual conversation with them!
june
"why did you follow me young man"
some girl followed me, so i asked her why. we became friends from a simple question. why did you follow me young boy.