phoenix sebastian manno

Hey, i want to talk to you but I don’t really know what to say. I guess I can start with the fact that I absolutely love your prinxiety book :) uuuuhhh.... I’m really bad w/ social interaction but I’d love to get to know you!! You seem like an incredible person and I guess I would get it if you don’t reply but if love to talk more :)
          
          
          
          This seem like a big risk but oh well :p 
          My Snapchat is alana_vdh21 :)
          I would be super grateful if you could message me and I guess I’ll see you later :)
          
          I’m 13 btw just so this doesn’t seem too weird xd you can ask me any question about myself and I’ll answer honestly :)

@phoenix_the_flame mate, I do hope it goes uphill for you sometime soon. I know I seem to have popped out of no where, don't mind that but I just wanted to say I hope it gets better. And quick quiery, what country do you live in? And Stupid is amazing just saying, but I understand if you need to take a break, trust me, everyone here who truly cares, which is most of your followers I'd say, won't mind if you pause for how ever long for your own health. 

Get better soon ok and dont feel so down i know you cant help it but feel and look for the positive in everything ok, get well soon

*rant warning* {don't have to read}
          
          I might be gone a while-well not a /while/ forever. I just can't do it anymore, nothing's working. My meds, my therapist, my social worker at school, my /family/. I just can't. I'm so stressed and I feel so bad all the time. I'm trying my best to make posts and be happy but its just so /draining/. I need help. And it not like I specifically /want/ to die. I just feel like I need to. That I need this pain and anxiety to stop. 
          
          My disphoria has been getting really bad and u want my mum to realise that I just can't be the "girl" she wants. She's always wanted a girl and a boy, yet I can't give it to her. My mind dies not belong in this body. This ugly, horrible body that seems to cling to my identity and falter MT ability to be happy. My ugly body that is to feminine and not feminine enough, I never asked to be this way! I never asked to have so many problems with myself. 
          
          I've been called fat by both my mother and my father, my youngest brother is mentally and physically abusive, and my older sibling... I just can't. I want help. I need help. I know im not fat yet I am forcing myself but to eat and I just want to leave this plain if existence forever. I'm so sorry-truly I am. If I end up having an update of the book after this I'll let you know. But the amount of times if put this story in hold for myself is unfair to you guys and I feel bad about it. It's saddening knowing that I let you down so many times. 
          
          •Ash•

i might start a new book??? I'll finish "stupid" of course, but i was just wondering if y'all would be interested in some yoonmin/kookv smut???  with a plot??? 

guysssss! im so sorry! a new chapter will be out in a bit but I've just been introduced to a new medication so my mental and physical health hasn't been too great. but! i got a service kitty ฅ'ω'ฅ she basically stops me from killing myself oWo. so, yeA. sorry but I really just wanted to explain this to you guys 
          
          
          ~love you all

hewwo everyone! Angie hopes ur having a good dayy~~~ bunbun does too~~~ hehehehehehe! ❤❤❤❤

Guyzzz, I wanna girlfriend so baddd, like, Uhhhhggggggggggg, killl meee

Guyzzz wattpad is being a dîck and deleted the chapter I was working on QwQ I'm about to kms cause It was so much writing T^T

Guess who's back to finish a chapter boizzz???