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I miss that too.
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Maybe God knew that if I could control my chaos, I would be unstoppable.
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My brain's running at the speed of light... I can't keep uppppppp. Should've just had magnesium
:(((((
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One of my other colleagues persuaded me to read Elsie Silver books.
Said if you like reading hockey books, you'd love jockey ones too. :D
Fgs, have you ever thoughr what it would be like to read things in a southern accent in my head?? No. I BE HEARING ALABAMA IN CAPS. Abandoned the first book of the series... reading the second one now, imagining them without any southern accent. Not to say they are bad, coz they really aren't coz have you heard Matthew Mcconaughey??? ♡o♡
She made me search up perdro pascal edit to prime my brain into hearing the words in such accent... but my stubborn ass mind goes back to default mode. I NEED REWIRING.
NOW IMAGINE IF I WAS IN THE MOVIE 'ROBOTS'... COULD'VE SOLVED THIS PROBLEM IN NO TIME.
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I still haven't moved on from things that happened 2-3 years agoooo bro.
How will I function as an ordinary being when I still hyperfixate????
"LET IT GO"... EASIER SAID THAN DONE m8.
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But then, for me, it's also like, out of sight, out of mind. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. Am I THE PROBLEM??? For example, if I can't easily forget, then why am I seeking things out that isn't for me???
AM I HAVING SOME KINDA CRISIS NOW????
MAYBE I NEED TO GO COLD TURKEY. LOKE DELETE SM FOR A MONTH TO 254 days. BECAJSE THAT'S HOW LONG STUDIES SHOWS IT TAKES TO BUILD A HABIT
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I can't let anyone find this account. I'd be finnish-ed... literally gonna have to move to Finland.
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"It's the tism thing." That's what my work bestie calls it, whenever some things that we do or say only make sense to us.
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She says "I worry about you Anya, I really do*sigh*" bish, I don't need you to worry about me, I do enough of that,myself, tyvm. *scoffs*
Like mind your own business. Then again, I don't expect anything less from ya, boomer. (No, literally a boomer)
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Course, it is blaringly obvious to everyone that we function just fine, but we like to do things in our specific way that helps us, but sometimes others frown upon it. Which is not very nice, is it SUE. Sue me(lmao)
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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdBTNdy1/ He He.... ( ͡ಥ‿ ಥ)━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ
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Poor Kas was light ostracised because a bunch of bullies like Joe Tyler and Jake really shunned him. They had no proof ffs. Did I just hear one of them say coz he's a doctor there might be some suspicious behaviour on his part???? Kaz you're right to make that Harold shipman comment... that was WILD. Omg the sisters turning on each other and Charlotte's fake Welsh accent not doing shiz it what's killing meeeee!!
Omg I need to watch season 1 and 2 now
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Linda.... effing Linda, you're just here for the vibes aren't you T_T iCOniC.
Minah... the queen. Even if you get caught in the end, you're a winner in my eyes. You are literally the best traitor!!
FOZIA YOU ATE. LOVE YA
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Armani, my ADHD queen... you booked yourself a first class ticket to be kicked out... made it too obvious ☠️