phoenixsam75

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If Z has truly moved on now and have already found his peace and happiness with G and their child .. then I guess I (we) should too.. That is his life decision and has made it known for all of us to understand.. Z & H - well Its already been a long time .. whether they really did happen in the past or not thats their own story to tell.. I truly wish H the same happiness and love and I pray that he too .. meets the person destined to be with him and make him fall in love and who knows.. maybe his own family too someday.. They're both talented in their own rights and I will continue to adore them.. I also wish for Zee to come back to us.. his voice is amazingly God given .. I hope to hear him sing again for us - live .. All the best to these two talented sweet creatures..❤️ I really enjoyed reading all the wonderful Zarry stories here..it has made my life a little brighter and I hope you continue writing beautiful stories..I will put all my Zarry dreams to rest (for) now.. I wish everyone here the best of luck and to stay healthy and safe .. ❤️

I have been on a Zarry detox for almost 60 days now .. I think? or more??.. anyway.. I have slowly moved on frm the ship only because I respect what they've become now as matured grown men in the world of their own.. Z becoming a dady soon and H continously soaring high in his career and personal life amidst the chaos in our world right now.. they're ok now I guess.. so .. deep breathe.. I have shifted to a new "happy" and that is "BrightWin" - Thai's newest adorable TV series couple... so yeah.. Im gonna enjoy my days watching them and listening to their songs .. and I wish everyone of you a Happy Peaceful and Healthy days ahead.. we're almost halfway done with 2020.. Keep the Faith everyone!!

I've just read and now realized that the song 18 was a Larry song. Acid test for my Zarry heart.. but I've always been fair.. I give credit where credit is due.. I knew then that Ed Sheeran and James Corden who are both friends with HS are Larry shippers maybe because they knew something .. and that 18 was written by Ed Sheeran.. ok now I get it.. maybe Larry happened in the beginning and that LT was HS first.. but things didn't work out and HS moved on to a more complicated and secretive relationship with Z - hence Zarry happened.. I dunno.. I guess the only truth we all need to
          hear is if and when HS - tells his side of the story when we're all grey and old.. if that will ever happen.. For now, everything else is purely urban legend.. I've lost hope I admit.. but no matter what.. I still admire their amazing talents as individual artist..

ok.. I lost this one and had to sign up under a different accnt name.. but just now find out that this is still existing..?? Im really confused.. wht do I do to get this back? been trying to revalidate this.. changing passwords etc but google msg says "It cant"?? ugghh @zarry4win

Violet by Peach Tree Rascals..made me cry so f*** much.. I can only imagine Harry listening to this song... heartbreak and moving on..laying still and keeping quiet..suffering and letting go..❤️

At this time.. I dont think I can ever listen to "Fine Line and Falling" without crying...

Let me just say Thank you to all the amazing Zarry authors out there.. you made our lives brighter and happier though we know the boys are not meant to happen in this lifetime..still, u gave us that tiny flicker of hope.. I may or may not continue reading Zarry fics for now coZ honestly.. I feel sad and disheartened.. but I will continue to appreciate all your hardwork and awesome writing skills.. Its just so hard not to love these boys ❤️ Gold and Green - forever! Somewhere down the road.. Somehow.. Someday..

My Zarry heart ❤️ broke a long long time ago.. but I still believe to this day that the kind of love these boys shared is far different and deeper than any other love they'll have in the future.. But.. whatever is meant to happen will happen.. Love knows
          no boundaries.. They may not have that chance again here in this lifetime.. but maybe in their next Life? when they are no longer bound by fear and obligation and lies.. They may not live happily ever after.. but they sure did share a one hell of a lovestory in this lifetime.. ❤️ (now let me go sulk and be grumpy for a bit) - As long as Zayn is happy.. I really hope Harry finds his peace and love as well..