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Make out w me pls

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I’m not gonna do a sad rant. Imma rand about my day. I was sick for like a week (not Covid) and I wa s doing online school and I just slept through all of my classes a d today was my first day back. I didn’t work on the project due next Friday in first period and in second period I bullied my classmates, then third I had a test and during lunch my friend just yelled at a kid who owed him money- not like in a mean way but in a stupid way- and then me and him argued over who’s socks were better- he was rocking some cool Rick and Morty socks but painting socks are just better. Then I shut up for the rest of the day and slept through my classes again. And on the way out of school I stopped to hug my friend and she said, and I quote “I heard you tried to kiss my friends sister” ME!?!? My crippling social anxiety would not allow me to TRY and kiss anyone, and I’m scared of most of the people she hangs out with, so I just avoid them, like any other smart person. Then when I went to church with all of my atheist freinds while they joked about tables fucking each other and screamo music TEAR MY LIFE INTO PICES, THIS IS MY LAST RESORT i sang that song while they were doing music because we just fuck around and talk about drugs while we eat airhead strips (10/10) and then me and my friends drew all over whiteboards and yelled songs with each other. Until I was forced to go home with this person who likes me :/ he’s weird but I still wanna be his freind but nothing more because he’s cool to be around but still why must he try and ruin a our relationship with FANCY RELATIONSHIP. I mean. I only get lovey-Dover with my female friends- and all of them know I don’t mean it unless they want it to- I also found out two of my guy friend are leaving the state which is rlly sad because I’ve know them for years and got lucky to meet them before I got really scared of men- what’s that phobia called, I’ve been driven to a panic attack by a grown man once- 8m out of time and letters ILYSMBYE

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someone seriously needs to pull me out of my anime binge watching slump, I finished demon slayer in a little more than a day, and an halfway through re-watching full metal alchemist but am also allready 7 episodes into seraph of the end (WICH IS RLLY GOOD AND JUICY PLOT N STUFF) and I’ve cried like three times tonight, because Hughes is amazing and I’ll never forgive envy. Also the inner turmoil that creators put into their characters is just so mean, please start making at least a few mentally stable characters in anime’s that stay alive ;-;

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someone seriously needs to pull me out of my anime binge watching slump, I finished demon slayer in a little more than a day, and an halfway through re-watching Roma, but am also allready 7 episodes into seraph of the end (WICH IS RLLY GOOD AND JUICY PLOT N STUFF) and I’ve cried like three times tonight, because Hughes is amazing and I’ll never forgive envy. Also the inner turmoil that creators put into their characters is just so mean, please start making at least a few mentally stable characters in anime’s that stay alive ;-;