pillowcvddler

i just found out that very recently (not even a day or two ago) that someone i had recently been listening to the content of had passed. i didn't know them personally, but it's still so bizarre to me that they had only posted their most recent piece of work eight days ago, but a few days later they passed away.
          	
          	it's crazy how cruel time and life is; for a second, you could be the happiest person on earth, but the next, you could be completely robbed of such.
          	
          	their works have been a huge comfort to me for the past few days, and only when i decided to search for more content on youtube is when i stumbled upon a video regarding their absence. my excitement instantly dwindled after reading the comments under the video, not having the heart to even watch five seconds of it.
          	
          	they were a huge advocate for wildlife and mental health and their voice always brought this specific warmth to their community. i wish i had the chance to tell them that what they had put out was great; their scripts seamlessly tied reality and fiction together, immersing me into their world of literature. i wish i could still tell them to keep going, that i adore them and their work.
          	
          	rest easy, badjhur. ♡

pillowcvddler

i just found out that very recently (not even a day or two ago) that someone i had recently been listening to the content of had passed. i didn't know them personally, but it's still so bizarre to me that they had only posted their most recent piece of work eight days ago, but a few days later they passed away.
          
          it's crazy how cruel time and life is; for a second, you could be the happiest person on earth, but the next, you could be completely robbed of such.
          
          their works have been a huge comfort to me for the past few days, and only when i decided to search for more content on youtube is when i stumbled upon a video regarding their absence. my excitement instantly dwindled after reading the comments under the video, not having the heart to even watch five seconds of it.
          
          they were a huge advocate for wildlife and mental health and their voice always brought this specific warmth to their community. i wish i had the chance to tell them that what they had put out was great; their scripts seamlessly tied reality and fiction together, immersing me into their world of literature. i wish i could still tell them to keep going, that i adore them and their work.
          
          rest easy, badjhur. ♡

pillowcvddler

i love when my friends send me paragraphs of anything. how they feel, their interests, their problems, their passions, i love it. it's so sweet that they're so passionate and want to tell me about it, and i'm like please keep talking to me i love it when you ramble
          
          i also love my friend ash. she's so beautiful and kind and loving and gentle and funny and weird and perfect and i love everything about her. she was the first to show me what love was and even if me and her aren't together anymore, she'll always be my favorite girl.

pillowcvddler

i love her or i'm IN LOVE with her oh my god why is it so complicated.....
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