lp

in liam's own words
          does it ever get easier?
          
          because i constantly miss him, like i have to consciously try and do other things so i dont think about him and how he shouldve been here and shouldve known how much i along with so many others have always and will always love him
          it keeps hurting 
          i read somewhere that sometimes grief just stops time for you, and i find that coming true
          i am so scared to change things about me and around me lest i lose touch with liam
          posting this scares me because my last post was about him and i dont want that to go away either
          (feeling v complex feelings)

liam,
          love,
          i am sorry we failed you, i dont want anything to be real, you deserve love, you deserved to heal, you deserve support...
          i keep hoping that nothing of this is real, that i am in a world where you arent
          i hope you know you are loved, you were loved and you will always be loved
          i am sorry liam 
          sending you all the hugs, all the love
          i hope they are keeping you safe and loved
          you are so loved, loved beyond words
          liam i am sorry
          and i love you so much, i always have and always will
          from one lp to another

Hey babe 

OMG
          YOUR PIC
          I WANT IT! 

Hello