I want to Text anyone. But I can't. And I won't.
So instead, I write it here. I could write it in my Notebook, sure but I feel like I could write everything and still doesn't feel better. I wait to write my thoughts in it as long as I can.
If I write it on paper, in my phone or speak it out loud it's reality but as long as I keep it just in my head I feel like it's just in my head.
Does anyone feel the same? It feels so wreid to really write this.
I don't know if anyone would see this but to write this makes me feel better. Even if it's just a little bit. Ahh fck this a sh¡t day. Now I even write this sh¡t. Hope nobody see this. Maybe I'll delete it later.