pineappleinafanfic

Currently going through a major revamp on this acc..
          	i will be removing all stories that i will no longer be updating nd then create a schedule that i will put in my bio nd update based on that 
          	
          	i will try my best to update on a weekly basis, however that depends on my college work load.
          	
          	i  u all

pineappleinafanfic

Currently going through a major revamp on this acc..
          i will be removing all stories that i will no longer be updating nd then create a schedule that i will put in my bio nd update based on that 
          
          i will try my best to update on a weekly basis, however that depends on my college work load.
          
          i  u all

pineappleinafanfic

hihi
          i have not been on here in a hot minute 
          
          lil update abt my life/me:
          
          - i saw MCR last year + I saw Dan Howell + I saw PTV
          - I lost my family dog :(
          - I did my gcses + failed half but i got into college
          - I currently study animation at college + I love it (I am also resitting English Language)
          - I have a bf ‼️‼️‼️ who loves me for me ‼️
          - I am seeing James Marriott, PTV + Slipknot next year (crazy)
          - I am an adult (18) next year which I refuse to believe 
          - I got my first pair of new rocks and eeee theyre so cool ‼️‼️
          - I got officially diagnosed w the ‘tism
          - I have a septum + both my nostrils are pierced + right now I have black nd red hair
          - I am doing better mentally - not fully okay but better 
          - I actually pinky promise to write/update in 2024 guys 
          
          alsoalso my identity has literally stayed the same  
          still queer + agender - i js have a binder now 
          
          i love u all ^^

pineappleinafanfic

im starting to write again after major writers block + a massive depressive episode ! im not sure when ill first upload but hopefully itll b soon !! i want to try and publish stories from fandoms/youtubers that i am currently into and that have helped me through the last couple of months. id also like to explain why i havent rlly been active or anything.
          
          march 9th 2022 i attempted suicide n ended up in hospital throwing up all night. i was on medication for over 55 hours (through an iv) and was discharged on sunday 13th march  2022 after speaking to the mental health team. before that, i was struggling and coukd barely get out of bed if it wasnt for school or to even go out w my friends.
          
          after i was discharged i had my year10 mock exams and i wanted to focus on them. these past two weeks i have started to spiral again n i have essentially relapsed like 4 times in two weeks as well as falling back into never getting out of bed and staying in my room all the time again.
          
          next tuesday (may 3rd 2022) i have my official autism assessment that ive waited on for over two years and then afterwards my mum is going to try (and hopefully) get me a counsellor to talk to. 
          
          i have, officially, one school year left before i am finished and i choose sixth form or college before university. within the next year i want to focus on exams and recovery so uploads wont be able to be on a schedule, as well as the fact that schedules stress me out and cause me unneeded anxiety.
          
          i look forward to publishing more stories n for you to read them <3
          
          -tobi